My dearest Friends

I have never imagined this day would come.

I have always thought we will always be together.

I have been in pain and my heart is crying out tears immensely.

I, have no other words to describe how devastating goodbyes are.

Part of me will always belong here,eternity.

"My friends to you I bid goodbye
To the friendship that brought me sky
The year has been swell
As if coming from a wishing well
But as all things do
I have to bid adieu
How it pains me to
But there's nothing I can do

Thank you for the memories
The laughter and the tears
They'll linger in my heart
As if we never part
If by chance we meet again

May it be full of blessings in the rain
Yet for now all that I can say
Is to God for you I'll pray"

Forever, i will always love you guys.

Eat All You Can at Flaming

We totally ate like pig that day. (How does a pig eat anyway?) Nvm.

Flaming Steamboat restaurant; situated just next to Sunway Pyramid, is a heaven on earth for food lovers. They served lots of food and you can have as much as you wish, for only RM18.50.

Oppss, dah dessert time, and ice cream yg melting

Hanim si tangan pendek & Zsa zsa Gabur,dearest friends.

Abby looking at Zsa2 whilst Anim & Boy posing for camera.

Zsa Zsa and her lil bro

Gee and me

Thanks everyone for that special night.It was very much meaningful.Infinite much.

Finally, I'm Done

Alhamdulillah.

John Rambo & 2 Stupid Narrators

Imagine you paid Rm20 to watch your awaited movie, got good seats and very much at comfort going with your partner but just to be distracted by some people who has absof*ckingly zero idea what movie ethics are all about.

Zero Idea 1 :: "Ha, cerita ni Sylvester sendiri buat rupanya"
Zero Idea 2 :: "Muzik dia sama je mcm dulu, tak berubah.."
Zero Idea 1 :: "Sampai putus tangan dia..."
Zero Idea 1 :: "Dia tu tak tau lagi Rambo tu sapa, lepas ni siap la dia tu kena"
Zero Idea 2 :: "Tembak mcm tu je!"

These.

OMG...i was sitting in front of them, having to listen to all those craps and yada yada. I got so pissed off i eventually turned my head around and looked at both of them. A fugly couple with fugly mouths. I said "ssshhhh!".That worked.For 5 minutes!And they started yada'ing again.Jeez, some people!I wasn't able to enjoy the movie.

When the movie was finally over, i got up and stared at both.The lady just glanced once at me then looked away,noticing that i have that 'i-wanna-kill-you-both' kinda look.

People, have some manners when you're at the movie.You wanna narrate or jadi commentator sekali pun, buy some DVDs and do it at home.NOT in cinema.I'm a no angry type of person, but i'll be one if your level of manners is at the sh*ttiest point.Get it?

Moral of the Story: Don't stereotyped younger generations tak beradab, kadang2 yang lebih tak beradab tu, orang yg lagi tua,like these two fugly human beings.Sigh.

More Weird and Unique Names updated

Continuation from my last post on weird and unique names. I was able to remember few more of my friends if not those around me. Here, among the top list..hehe

1. Ujek -- My very own cousin, i have no idea what his name means
2. Kembang -- Bloated?? My junior in College.
3. Yasser Arafat -- Seriously.We attended the same school.
4. Rose Matahari -- Rose and a Sun
5. Bunga Seri Wangi -- err..Nice Scent Flower? A girl from my hometown.
6. Benice & Benaughty (twins) -- Pronounced as Be Nice.Be Naughty.

Can parents be more somewhat creative these days? te he he

Continuation from No.6..i have more names as few friends suggested i put them in..here goes

7. Mateng -- Mat + Kerinting = Mateng.Uit, saya tak reka ni tau,pengakuan tuan empunya badan sendiri..(Mateng senyummm je, jgn marah mateng yeeee)
8. Jevalon -- My eldest cousin.He's hot..
9. Trinity -- Jevalon's daughter (ouch!, hehehe) He named her daughter Trinity because he likes Trinity in that Matrix movie..
10. Siren -- Like that ambulance siren kind of thing.My junior in school. Kengkawan dia salu kalau nak panggil dia sure panggil camni 'ne no ne no ne no'.Jahat giler..ngahahaha.But hey, in Greek mythology, Siren is the deadly-dangerous bird-women, portrayed as seductress, who lived on an island called Sirenum scopuli.
11. Saka -- Betul berhantu nama ni.kuang kuang.Someone i know in Sarawak.
12. Coconut -- Praise the Lord your name isn't Cempedak or Ciku. Jgn marah Coconut.
13. Bobet -- Real name is Zakinah.Transform 180 deg = Bobet.zzzzz
14. Jupiter -- My senior in high school. I hope your siblings aren't named after Mars or Pluto.Atau Bumi.
15. Lembu -- It IS his name. Serious. Chinese guy from Sarikei, a family friend.

This is just too much..ngahahaha..more when i feel like updating..

Forbes has it

Forbes, an American publishing and media company. It is famous for its latest business news as well as listing all top and A-lists celebrities/people in the world.Here are some top/richest people in various fields i manage to grab.

Most powerful Celebrity.Who doesn't know this lady?.Worth $1.5 Billion.She gets paid $260 Million pershow.

Top Earning Model in the World.Gisele Bundchen.She's worth $33 Million.Should i be one now?.

The World's Billionaire.Willliam Gates III.Worth $56 Billion.

Hip Hop Cash King.Jay-Z.Worth $34 Million.

Most Intriguing Billionaire Heiress.Vanisha Mittal Bhatia.Worth $51 Billion.Daughter of Laksmi Mittal.I now order you to Vanish, Vanisha!.

Most Expensive Celebrity Divorce.Michael and Juanita Jordan.Estimated Settlement worth $150 Million.How much easier can it be by just making money out of divorcing?.

MALAYSIA'S very own richest man.Robert Kuok.Worth $7.6 Billion.Please lah donate some to poor me,atok Handsome Rob.

Weird & Unique Names..Ngahaha

I've come across several weird names and thought it'd be fun to share. No offence, not trying to downgrade anyone's name, just take it as normal and think how famous that name has made you..ya larr, semua org sebut2 nama you maaa..(that is if your name is among the list below)..btw, these names are of my own friends or friend's friends or random people i got through reading and radio.

Adakah nama anda juga begini?

1. Hak Kelima --> The Fifth Right
2. Tidak Bernama --> No Name
3. Urey --> (I have no idea) We were classmates back in 1995.
4. Lau Poh En --> err...
5. Pan Tat Wong --> errr..
6. Dick
7. Bintang Dua --> Star Two.My junior in high school.
8. Ganu (kihkihkih)
9. Bawang --> Onion
10. Manchester United
11. Kaya --> Rich

I'll come up with more.LOL.

Same Old Brand New Me

Finally, after 4 years of having a silver skin color, my kind & sweet Felicia decided to give me a new look. She was hesitant initially, thinking it'd might hurt me, but after considering the price and thinking how great it will look on me, she gave in and got me this very striking yet artistic skin. Besides, it's time to show the rest, 'old skool' / arkib negara as they always refer me as, is now on its way into history.

Felicia first got hold of me when her beloved daddy bought me for her. She was ecstatic. She had been wanting to have a new laptop. I could see her eyes sparkled when she got me out of the humid box. (I didnt like the box, i was scared and away from my friends, i didnt know what to do except to hold still and hope someone will rescue me.) Thanks uncle for choosing me.

Since then, i am never away from Felicia. She takes good care of me, making sure not to hit on my buttons too hard as well as dusting me every now and then. She'd bring me along everytime she wants to go to a place she calls 'Library Foyer' to download movies from 'Cybertracker'. Hehehe..i'd be more than happy to help her, although at times my energy level would run out due to full usage of speed and space. For her, i dont mind pushing my energy and would give her my best maximum service of 3 hours with the help of my friend whom i called Batery.

I'm not that close with Batery because most of the time, Felicia would take her out and put her aside. It's another long wire with a buckle plugged to a switch that seems to be giving me the 'life' ; keeping me awake for many many hours. Felicia named her Charger. Strange.

Oh oh ya!..I'm welcoming a new friend. Felicia brought her back today from a place called 'Lowyatt'.. I have two friends almost similar to her size, only that this new one is even powerful. She proudly said Felicia would love her more cause she can store up to 120gig whereas the existing two, only 80 and 30 gig. She introduced herself as 120gig Western Digital External Hard Disk, but just call her Western D. Phew..Long name. I wished my name was longer, instead of just ...Acer.

Anyhow, enough with this crap. I'd like to enjoy my new skin now.

A note to Felicia ~ I Love You

-System Reboot-

So, You Think You Can Dance?

Went to Downtown Cheras last nite. Since Downtown memang bukak lambat, my friend and i started off our driving at midnite after late dinner.

Upon reaching, saw a crowd of people crowding an area with some background of retro music. Oh, street dancing.

this guy in the pic above is the winner for Malaysia's 'So You Think You Can Dance' competition.Kecik je orangnya.Comel.

..but, the one in black squatting behind is even cuter.darn it.

among some of the style.Impressive.Really.

Shot taken from my phone.Oh,i brought a camera phone.Moral from previous post tak berkesan.(Tak paham? Plz refer to below post).Tak paham jgk, whatever.

I wanna Bitch about..

Helped a friend to become one of the extras yesterday, for a telemovie sort. Got a chance to meet some of main actors and actresses, and this one actress in particular, caught my ATTENTION. She's cute alright, with all the proportionate figura and looks. She resembles Kristin Kreuk, the hot actress in SmallVille. Need i say more?

So?

During break time, i had the opportunity to take pictures with her. After one snap using ZZ camera, i asked if i could take one more using my phone. And the reply i got?

"Cepat lahhhh! Byk lagi keja ni. Tak boleh nak buat kalau mcm ni selalu.."

Dramatic.

FYI, i have no idea who she was until earlier that morning i asked a friend who works under that production house. I have never seen her on TV, so don't get me wrong thinking that i am her fan. I simply adored her beauty (I'm straight, no worries). But.....................when i got that kind of response from her, it was such a turn-off... Jangankan popular, nama pun belum naik dlm industri perfileman. Duh! ..and taking pics do no take 10 hours lady.

Wanna know who am i talking about? Find out when the telemovie is out this coming April. Till then, Avoid becoming such a bit*h, drama queen or whatever categories that may fit in.

some scenes..

Moral of the story: Jangan bawak kamera mahupun telepon berkamera untuk mengelakkan keinginan mengambil gambar.Pakai public phone sudah.

Been Tagged..again..by Nurul

a never ending survey..

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM
:: Nyamuk miang.
:: Phone dah blur skrin.Tak nampak nombor.
:: Dirty clothes in basket.
:: Handbags everywhere.
:: Blouse on my bed.
:: Cermin with my reflection on it.Cute.
:: B*a & u**ies(tipu la kalau takda..)

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do you like anyone?
:: Yes
2. Does someone like you?
:: I have the slightest idea.
3. Last kiss?
:: Last time.
4. Been lead on?
:: I lead people. jawab je, betul tak betul.
5. Been cheated on?
:: Several times,but i hold no grudge.it's just me.
6. Want a relationship?
:: Sounds good
7. Wanna get married?
:: Yes.Not too soon.

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:

:: Kuching. :: Sleep. :: Cargo. :: Great Wall of China. :: External Hard Disk. :: Anna Sui purses. :: Dockers.

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1. Believe in God?
:: Definitely.
2. Had a dream come true?
:: Hari tu mimpi, nama ijam jadi Mohd Dafi Nizam.So Gayish.NO.None yet.
3. Read the newspaper?
:: Everyday.
4. Get enough sleep everyday?
:: Been sleeping like PIG
5. Have a best friend?
:: Best friend(s).Yes.
6. Take a bath daily?
:: Once a day sometimes.Lazy.Jimat air.
7. Wish on stars?
:: Gimme 1 billion.Gimme.Now.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Fallen in love?
:: Best feeling of all (",)
2. Kissed someone of the same sex?
:: Yes.All the time.
3. Hooked up with someone who had a gf/bf?
:: As friends, yes.Not wrong isn't it?.
4. Been to a Bonfire?
:: Heard only of Shake a BON BON.
5. Ran away from home?
:: I've always been a 'pelarian'.
6. Played strip poker?
:: Can i try now?Sounds interesting.
7. Pulled an all nighter?
:: Nope.

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cry
:: Nope.
2. Had fun?
:: I did, with Ijam, Siam and Pijan at Taman Warisan.
3. Been kissed?
:: Yes.
4. Felt stupid? what?
:: Being kissed?How can it be stupid when it's your mum kissing?
5. Talked to an ex?
:: Yes.Like i said, i hold no grudge to no one.
6. Missed someone?
:: Damn u're rite.
7. Listened to music?
:: Everyday.Till my ears burst.

7 person to tag

::Zila ::Dotty ::Yasser ::Amal ::Shazli ::Qayum ::Sasha

Bio-Magnetic Bracelet

Got this for quite a price last week. Known as the bio-magnetic therapy bracelet, it is believed to help

:: Improve blood circulation
:: Increase energy level
:: Reduce cholesterol level
:: Reduce muscle ache & blood pressure
:: Restful sleep & Jetlag
:: Insomnia & Stress
:: Arthritis, joint paints
:: Relieves headache & migraine
:: Increase level of cellular oxygen

So, is Bio-Magnetic Therapy safe?

Yea, as far as i'm concerned, it is safe. It works like a normal bracelet, functions well as an accessory but most importantly, it helps to increase your health level with the magnets, which is the main distinctive point why you should get one too.

Honestly, i dont believe in one before, cause i thought it's just a waste of money..byk ni jual kat pasar2 malam with the price of RM50 for 2. When i asked my friend why does hers cost a lot more, i got this answer;

'dia depends dgn magnet tu, i tak nak downkan penjual lain, tapi what you should know, most of the bracelets yg derang dpt tu, dtg dari China. Design wise, superb..but be aware slightly after 3 months, magnet akan jadi kehitaman. Functions akan decrease in a matter of time.'

There.

(Truth be told, since i studied marketing, every single words sounds very 'marketing' to me..sorry, just can't help it)

My own experience wearing it? I must say, it's still too soon to actually be impressed BUT...i can tell you this; i've been getting nites of good sleeps, less headache, and better appetite. The rest as per-claimed, not quite yet to be ascertained.

They come in various types too - Titanium, Far Infrared and Tungsten. If you'd like to know more about the details, let me know..(",)

p/s: been resting at home...so, more when i feel like updating..don't walk away!

Gunung Angsi Part II

Day of Hiking :: Tuesday 8th Jan 08
We began our day at 5.30 am. Woke up, bathed and perform Subuh prayer. Refreshed, we head for breakfast, had sandwiches and hot tea. Yum yum..

Approximately 7.40am, we did a light warming up led by Shah the Medic, just to avoid muscle cramps.

Picture of us ~ me in green pants
Tired and worn out face.random pictures all over

After an hour of hiking..penat teramat sangat...
These are my new friends; Diana and Shah

Aaaaa, pacat! i got bitten by a 'pacat'...aaaa very the geli..tak sanggup!..darn it...it caused me to bled non stop. Guess where did it bit me? Ha, that one, i will have to keep it as a secret..kui kui kui...

***** *****

Departure back home

heheh..Zu & Adam...lena diulit intan

sleeping beauties

everyone slept, except for this fella..weird..te he he

..but, among all, Farizi won ..heheh, he holds the best sleeping style..ngahahaha

We made our journey back home at 6pm, and arrived MMU safely around 745pm. It has been a fun trip guys, thanks a lot..keep in touch aight..muah! muah!

:: pictures courtesy of Diana

Gunung Angsi Part 1

Length of the post would be extra long, so i've divided it into 2 parts; One and Two..keep up with me aight..

The expedition took place on Monday the 7th till 8th of Jan. Location was Gunung Angsi, Ulu Bendul, Nogori Sembilan. Those who joined consist of 3 clubs, Minds, Silat and RMEC (rite?). As for me, i was in neither 3, just a person yang join untuk menyibuk and making new friends. ni pun atas jemputan abg Gan. Otherwise, i wouldn't have known about it.

Anyway, here are some pics during first day.. DAY

Left: Waiting Centre: Registration Right: Organizer and Participants

Our beautiful chalet and 'Hutan Lipur Ulu Bendul' - penderaan pada pokok, takleh ke nak buat sign board?

Left: Waiting to get into our rooms. Right: Evening lepakking with Peanut and Nas..(",)

left pic ~ nak mandi tak nak, nak mandi tak nak..hehehe..right pic ~ Ulu Bendul entrance (ni lepas mandi ni, terjun jgk ahernya..tergoda dgn air sungai)

***** *****

NIGHT

Earlier around 8, we had dinner and continued with ice breaking session. After introducing ourselves, we began our night with a game called Mafia. The rule was simple, eliminate 4 mafias and Orang Kampung will win. Here's the tricky part, no one knows who the 4 mafias are, so Orang Kampung are to decide whoever they think Is the mafia. Silap pilih, kalah la Orang Kampung. Mafia are chosen through distribution of cards; whoever gets King, automatically becomes one. Kena berlakon la derang ni, kononnya derang ni pun Orang Kampung. First round, Mafia won..Farizi la, fooled everyone. memang pelakon terhebat..darn it..heheh

Second round, Orang Kampung won..yea! Wani si chumel, dpt gelaran Wani Mafia, she acted so innocently she got us all fooled! Kitorang tgk muka dia, tak jadi nak eliminate. She made her cute face defending that she wasn't holding the King card, when in actual, she was the Mafia! ...another pelakon terhebat..(",)

Lepak2 played our own game, Black Magic. Not going to elaborate on that.Me and Zu, joining the game

Trying to suggest another game..

I find this pic funny. Amal (Yellow shirt) ~ Tido ke?? Wan Panjang (Black shirt next to Amal) ~ Pegang apa tu?? Ganu (White pants) ~ kenapa nganga sambil pejam mata?? Shah (Sweater) Muncung nya mulut!! hahaha..sorang pun gmbr tak betul sini.

I'm done with my first part. Stay tuned for second part of this interesting hiking trip okie?

:: pictures courtesy of Diana and myself

My last Lecture, last attendance, last day..

Out of 50, not come to 20 came that day. It was our last class of Sales, and me being good, did not want to miss my about to be last lecture, last class and my last day after an entire 3 years of studying in MMU. Class started off as usual at 5pm, and since very less people came, Miss Tan decided to carry on with lecture till 8pm. (normal class time would be 5-7pm, 8-10pm)

..and so i was the only female student left, Lam requested to take pictures together. On my left is Myo Min Tye.

It was quite a sad moment for me, for it was going to be my last time meeting friends and attending classes, (mind you, during the whole semester, i missed class only once and that was when i went to Penang)..after that, my attendance is full..

Notice me wearing baju kurung? On a wednesday? Purposely picked that to be worn. No idea why. Just thod i'd like to wear something nice. Is it not? Te he he...

Again with Ang Teck Lam on my right and Reza on my left..

Before we left, we wished each other good bye, got all mushi mushi all of a sudden at that time, damn it..call me freakin' emotional, i dont care, cause i do love all my friends very much. I treasure friendship at the highest rank..

Forget me not okai friends..you peeps are the best people i've ever met my entire whole life. smooch smooch!..see you during convocation..!

p/s: will update on my Hiking trip some time later. haven't gotten all the pics. Stay right back folks..

Finally..

3rd January, marked the day i finally completed my degree. Sales paper was the one i seated for, and it was okay.

It has been a hectic week, especially over controlling my laziness to revise. Thanks to Ekin, who called and invited me to join their study group. Thanks guys, ekin, erni, ain, fizri for making the discussion a useful one. Terasa nak jwb semua soalan pun ada gak pastu..tiba2 rasa boleh jwb semua..dont get me wrong, i'm not being bongkak but just expressing the fact that, i wont be able to do it without YOU good people..(",) whatever result may come out, tak kisah dah, i'm more than satisfied sebab buat dgn korang.

the nite before my examination (kantoi chatting kat ym [laptop])

Anyway, here's a picture of my room condition. It was a mess, with notes, papers, books,phones,mags..food. For us, it's normal when it comes to exam time. Takde masa nak tgk kiri kanan..this pic was taken the nite before my exam. things were everywhere..naik pening pun ada..hehehe..well, it's over now..let's pray for a good one aight..

Sooooo...what next? relax and job hunting laaa, apa lagi...zzzzz

Meet J.Lo, Mek, and Mukhsin

I browsed thru my documents and saw few pics of my beloved cats. I guess this time i'll divert a lil bit, rather than talking about me, let me share with you about the lives of these precious purrs of mine.

J.LO: "hey babe..wanna ride?" Mek: "Kucing omputih mana pulak sesat ni.."
(these two cats, often chatted together)

Meet J.Lo, tough handsome 3 year old siamese cat. (psstt! i personally think he's gay...it's a male, mistaken him for a her when he was a kitten, that's y J.Lo) and meet his partner in crime, Mek or also known as Boolat. She's a widow with 3 'kids'. She's crazy but very quiet. Mek is the type 'air yang tenang jangan disangka tiada buaya' cause she's good in catching birds and tikus..her CRAZIEST attitude is this..(see below)

I got the shock of my life when i stepped into the toilet one day..frantically i shouted 'BOOLAATTTTT!!' - tat's her butt and tail

Ngahahaha...jeezzz...she is damn one of a kind, minum air dari toilet bowl..mana dpt perangai gila mcm ni pun tak tau lah..(uits, dont simply say aaa i didnt give proper meal, as the matter of fact, derang ni makan lagiiii byk dari kami satu family ni tau..) Dgn dia dia sekali terkejut, and immediately she ran off..10 minutes later, she's back, with an innocent look, act like nothing happen..i can only watch with disbelief ..Mek mek..

"What are you lookin' at?"

And here's Mukhsin..house was under renovation during that time, and he..comfortably found himself a spot to sunbath..that particular spot was as if moulded specifically fitting his body and butt..sempat lagi posing tu..oh he's Mek's 'son'..oooooo now i can understand where Mukhsin actually got this craziness..hmmm..

Welcome 2008

As promised, im gonna post a 'Thank you' post for today, January the 1st 2008.

How has my life been for the past 1 year? Frankly, i had ups and downs. Over time, i gained more and more experience about life, understanding how the real world works. For these, i thanked all the people around me, for making my wishes come true and stand right beside me during those times when i needed you the most.

My dearest buddies, closest friends, housemates, half sisters Hanim & Zsa2, thank you for this precious friendship. I especially thanked Hanim cause she was the one who said hi to me during orientation week way back in 2004 when i practically knew no one, and we have become 3 crazy musketeers ever since. Muaks!

To Abby, Mariam, Gee, LinLavender, you guys rock..without you peeps, my life wont be as colourful as now..Astrie, for being my 'ilmuwan' partner, Lina, last semester selalu teman makan after kelas E-Commerce, Zaza Maricha, my partner in laughing, Mona, a person whom i can refer to about my studies, Ekin, a friend in need is a friend indeed (thank you for always fetching and giving me the ride), Rina, sweetest gorgeous lady i've ever met, Shamini, great group member in cooperating just about anything. Thanks a bunch.

Ijam, the ever ever kindest,charming and sweetest friend. Ganu, the most sengalest but kind hearted.(he owns a 15 min laptop and always k*****...ngahaha, lari!!) Reza, a friend i can tell him about 'human body art' (hehehe)..Nik, tumpang naik keta dia kalau balik study malam. Najib, geng study. Che Mad, geng sengal sama dgn Ganu..Ang Teck Lam, chatting member in class. Kwang Sen, driving the car for me when no one else could.

Skool friends Anne, Nieza, Khay, Maya, Izrol, Fieza, Jijie, Sarah, Yasser, Apiz, Ferol, Fandi, Adam, Syukri, Ziza, Ghani. Thank you for the everlasting friendship. Rindu dah!!

Alan Tan, Mina and son Dylan, you guys are the best, lending me a helping hand when i was at the worse state of my whole life, as well as Cynthia Choong for the all-the-time useful advices for me, Bear and Kak Ann for being there for me. Basically to all the Ham members and their family, Terima kasih byk2!!

Finally my family..my ever loving mother, brothers, sis in law and irresistable nephew, i'm very most grateful having these wonderful persons in my life. They are simply the best and i can never ask for more.. love you down to bits..! smooch smooch!

There you go..long list of names but it's ok, worth it. I look forward for a greater and merrier year of 2008. Live life to the fullest, katakan tak nak to drugs, and keep the love going..welcome 2008!

p/s: any names i missed, thousand apologies, do inform me alrite..