oFF fOr a bReaK, pEoPLe

I'm off the blog for a week or so.. Going for a holiday with my famille.. Wah, saya suda nampak Great Wall of China dari sini..! ! ! Take care people..

Lots and lots of love!

I'm back from Kuching. It was fun with my ever craziest funniest silliest yet adorable and can-never-find-anyone-like-them Girlfriends. Khay, Nieza, Anne and me, make full use of our time, the minute i arrived Kuching. It was 11am i think when i got to Anne's place. From that second, we went uptown, story telling on just about anything with huge amount of laughter and fun. OH, sangat rindu.

We spent quite some time at The Spring where i shopped few stuff for The Girlfriends and Dia yang Kechomelan. I'm broke but a good broke. It was worth it.

Came evening, we headed straight to Cultural Village about 25-35 minutes drive from town. Took few pictures, nantilah letak, tak transfer lagi. The show was ok although a lil bit lame and monotonous in the beginning. It was about The Ibans and The Bidayuhs, fighting for paddy, declaring war against each other, seeking assistance from James Brooke, make peace and finally ended with marriage between The Iban hunk and The Bidayuh lass. Making peace and harmony. Like whatever. We were not able to watch Miss Fair And Lovely competition sebab that event was only for RM150 ticket holders, and our tickets were like RM 150-RM125 = ? only. You count.

We got out from there and went to Barok's restaurant. Kelaparan. Anne and i ordered sayur Midin, Omelette, Beef soup, Ikan masak sweet and sour, Jus durian Belanda and Longan Susu. Whereas Nieza ordered, Nasi Beef Steak with Egg and Paprik for Khay. Yummy. Macam tak makan sebulan.

We wished each goodbye around 1130pm. Energy levels dah worned out..Smooch smooch kiss kiss i hope kita jumpa lagi, next time for....Grappa okkkkkk..hehehehe..Going out for now, jumpa Dia yang Kechomelan. Bye

Is it Wrong?

What say you when u are in love, do u share whatever possible means u have with ur loved ones? Do you let them shower you with gifts and just about anything when u are in need of something?

What say you about guys who do not feel like about accepting the girlfriend's help in terms of, what seemed to be always the issue, cash? What if the girl clearly is 100% ok and does not mind to lend a hand for that is the man whom she loves so much and would do anything to make him happy?

What say you? I find it rather difficult with Dia yang Kechomelan. Is it about the pride? Is it about that thing people say a relationship is not normal when a guy asks help from the girlfriend when it should be the other way around especially matters involving money?

Ask me, i'd do anything for Dia yang Kechomelan. Im not rich but i sure do want to share with him and do my bits in helping out when he is in need of one. Only, he refuses so..I'm born to be a giver..I'm blessed with piles of love that i would be more than happy to share it with someone i love, and now, it's him..tapi dia jenis tak biasa terima pertolongan..Independent

Tapi salah ke kalau we share? Salah ke kalau gf kasi duit kat bf? Salah ke kalau gf nak shower the bf with gifts? Tak boleh ke nak amalkan 'susah senang kita hadapi bersama?' Are females born only to ask money from the bf/husband/sugardaddy ?

Tell me, answer me, please.


P/S : btw, wont be posting any blogs for a day or two. Heading for Kuching, gi berjoli ronggeng with gorgeous girlfriends. Nuh, im actually off to join World Harvest Festival held at Cultural Village Kuching 24-25th May. All are welcomed.

Gettin' Jiggy With It

Im soooo in a happy jiggy jiggy mood today. Had Teacher's Day celebration,school's tradition for each class to have 'jamuan makan-makan' and invite all the teachers untuk menyibuk isi perut with whatever is served. Untuk tak mengecewakan our beloved students, my bunch of friends and i pergi jenguk sebanyak kelas yang mungkin. I have 8 classes of my own, i mean classes yang i ajar la. I went to all except Form 1 FG and Form 4 BG cause i got stuck at my Form 3 classes.


I love this boy, not only is he handsome, but he is also a bright student. Sebenarnya, abang dia kawan my brother merangkap my friend jugak lah..hehehe..

These were put on my table, given by my Form 3 students. I guess yang bagi ni my Moral students. Had picture taken with the naughty Roger and Fitzgerald earlier before that. (hari ni semua pakat bawak handphone ke sekolah..nak larang pun tak boleh dah)

Ha, this too is my favourite, Mathias Tho. He's in the top class tapi nakal jugak laaaa mcm anak beruk..again today, i jadi public figure, amik gambar dengan students..ada yang amik tanpa izin..ada yang amik curi2..aduh, cant really stop them anymore. They had longed to take pictures of cute me but i salu transformed jadi singa betina each time i perasan students main dengan handphone. Today, they got away with it..

All the flowers i got today. I feel so loved!! Some even hugged and kiss kiss bang bang...

To all my everdearest students, altho awak semua memang bingai dan busuk, cikgu tetap sayang kamu sepenuh penuh hati jiwa raga..There's nothing i would not do in the world to ensure each and everyone of u succeed in your studies. Amin.

(Wah, serious post hari ni..)

Ultimate Fantasies

I wanna do this tag, dont care. Got it from Ohnoaini. I wanna share my serious spanking fantasies with these hot men ...or women *grins*...rrrrrrr! Ok, hopefully so much Dia yang Kechomelan wont be reading this but if he does, well darling..we can have all u want next time..WAH! hahahhaa..enuff with this, let's get on with my list..enjoy READING and please, if ever any of yous gets horny, it's ALL at your own risk..ngahahaha...

Ultimate Final Fantasies : To have him spank me hard, so hard i'd screamed for more. In my kitchen, on the dining table, with dimmed light we'll have it there..He's obviously tall so i'd want him to stand and lick my neck good, with his arms around my genit waist..firm. Chest against each other, so steaming hot..

Ass Status : Superliciously caramel..

I have no idea who this guy is but he's an Indonesian actor named Panji something something. I first looked at his picture few days back and i thought 'gee, he's kinda cute'..Nothing can be more spontaneous than making love with a stranger..

Ultimate Final Fantasies : For him to slowly undress me, while locking lips. His fine hands to be all around me, lick me great he'll tame me. The best part i'd want to have is to tie him and caress him all over until he couldnt take it anymore,begging me to stop. His soft moans will definitely turn me on absof*kingly crazy..

Ass Status : Supple and soft..and cute.

I always have this something for non existence eyelids men; Chinese. I dont know why but somehow they do have this characteristics that could easily magnetify (such word?) me towards them..hehehe Not to be missed in the list is Edison Chan..pergh, he's super hot !

Ultimate Final Fantasies : To make out gently..I'd want him to be romantic, slow yet intense and sizzling hot..I'd love to be on top of him so i could see his horny, supersatisfied look. Let him squeeze the bouncing butt hard. I'll bite his soft lips aggressively..yummy..i would like it to last long enough i'd stay out of sex for a month...IF

Ass Status : MATURED and SPANKY butt..

Hati Cair Semula

Bila berhadapan dengan students bingai, sengal tahap setan kepala batu bertanduk 6, memang rasa mcm nak lempang2 sampai lumat dalam batu lesung, tak pun gelek derang dengan steam roller tak pun jentolak padi, baru puas ati. Korang tak tau ok, kegangsteran, kebodoh sombongan budak2 kat sekolah ni; memang kalau iman tu tak tebal, sabar tu tak di lipat gandakan, memang dah lama pelajar kat sini kena humban dalam lubang tenuk berbontot besar.

"Cikgu, mintak number phone!"
"Cikgu, Wong makan chewing gum!"
"Cikgu, budak laki tu gatal cikgu, mau tengok baju dalam pompuan!"
"Cikgu, kirim salam kat cikgu!"

Haih..ni budak FORM 1 ok. Umo belum naik, tak sunat, tak dara tapi amik kau, dahhhhhhh tau menggatal. Tak payah cerita la kalau dah masuk form 4 or 5..lagi bingai, lagi samdol. Kelas kelas pandai tu tak pelah gak, masuk la jugak ajar..tapi kalau dah masuk kelas yang ujung ceruk kampung tu, uih, bisa berbisa ada harapan kena tumor otak.

Ni tak masuk topik bau badan derang yang macam nasi berlapuk kulat hijau kuning with maggots and slimy. Pergh, awal pagi boleh dikata harum lagi la..cuba masuk lepas waktu rehat..idong jadi kembang kempis pengsan terjojol kat situ jugak. Serius ada antara bebudak yang Nauzubillah BO tahap tahi becak cirit birit. Hanya kerana aku seorang guru, aku belajar meneutralkan my smelling senses. Cuba mengimaginasi haruman itu adalah dari sebotol perfume mahal with floral notes. Ewww..(seriyes nak muntah sekarang)..

Tapi sebenarnya sapa tak sayang kat budak-budak tu. Sayang la sangat. Bingai2 derang ni, dalam diam tu terserlah jugak kebaikan derang..kadang tu berlelucon. (wah, ayat)..paling tak tahan tu kalau students buat lawak skema rempit, bikin aku gelak tahap setan dalam hati. Kadang buat muka comel pulak dah dia, jadi tak reti nak marah, padahal awalnya rasa mcm nak bakar hidup2. Kadang tu cakap cina mcm la aku reti nak reply altho aku paham. "Laoshi, *&^%$*, tui?" "Laoshi, %^&*() keyi ?" Dengan baik hatinya akan di balas jugak walaupun sepatutnya kena cakap bahasa melayu je dalam kelas..bingai budak2 ni..

Ada motif post ni dibuat. Alkisahnya berlaku hari ni tadi..it was already my time for Form 1FG and i was running late. I rushed towards the class, tapi bertembung pulak dengan budak2 kelas Pendidikan Islam on their way ke surau. Suddenly kan, this particular female student *Norcahaya Bulan Bintang (nama ditukar untuk melindungi hak individu tersebut) approached me and bilang "Cikgu, selamat hari guru." She lifted my hand and kucup salam. Not done, she added it with a kiss to my cheek..aduhai mabuhai..Hati seorang guru menjadi lentur..

Mind u, that student is one hell of a problematic child. She's barely 13, but already receiving so many counts of penalties from school. Dia merokok, hisap gam, ponteng sekolah, gunting tudung pelajar perempuan lain, bukak tudung jalan mundar mandir kat sekolah..Fuh, the list goes on. Tak tau lah how is she with the rest of the other teachers, but with me, she never seemed to create any trouble. Well ok except for the fact dia tak buat keja sekolah, tu pun sebab dia kena gantung. Kucup salam was not her first time with me today. I personally think kalau someone dig deep enough, the root of the problem can be found. I heard dia banyak family issues..

Ok, terasa mcm nak emo sedih pulak tetiba. shites. esok sambutan hari guru sekolah k..budak2 buat jamuan kat kelas..eee seronoknya..pastu CUTI SEKOLAH..yippeeee!! Im SOOOOO waiting for that..weeehaaaa..helo geng2 yang sedang ber exam (especially DOTTY..jangan kecemburuan, gwe mau pergi bercuti dan shopping..hua hua hua)

I Dont Look Like Them, It's Them

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

Even Alexander Graham Bell is one of the look alike..banyak laaaa Graham. Everytime i try with a different photo, different people will become my look alike..seriously, i even got Serena Willliams..Like im so tough and coloured? Madonna is ok la, so is Gong Li, what more to say Gisele..with her i have to agree we do have similarities..echewah..i have her ipanema sandals ok, beli kat al-ikhsan. Ha..i dont think that was any coincidence..(nak muntah dengan diri sendiri)

Asia Argento? Who is this chick? Some hot porn star? I'd be so flatterred if she is..hahaha nuh, im a good girl..(ehem.) However, the way she stares kinda give me the creeps..mcm pandang hantu jangan pandang belakang altho i have no idea how that hantu looks like.

Dia yang Kechomelan

Dia yang membuat aku tersenyum..
Dia yang membuat aku malu sendirian..
Dia yang membuat aku gembira..
Dia yang membuat aku tertawa
Dia yang membuatkan aku di awang-awangan..

Senyuman itu, menggetarkan sanubari hati aku..
Senyuman itu, menghilangkan aku dari dunia ini..
Senyuman itu, menghilangkan aku dari bernafas..
Senyuman itu, mengukir bibirku tersenyum keriangan..

Sentuhan itu, menggamit perasaan..
Sentuhan itu, membelai jiwa aku..
Sentuhan itu, luahan kasih dan cinta suci..
Sentuhan itu, sentuhan abadi kekal di ingatan..

Sesucinya cintaku: hanya untuk J.K A*** Whisper (mcm tajuk lagu Anuar Zain tu kan..WAH tau!, ok tukar, : Bukan Cinta Biasa ..WAH, Siti..damn..kenapa semua lagu melayu jiwang carrot yang dok keluar dalam kepala niiiiiiii!! Pourpres punya pasal la ni ok, pasal dia tau lagu Ezlynn dowh..apa tu..Hi Hi Bye Bye? Ah, bad influence..shoooh!

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Wah, boleh lawan poetic amo dengan Pourpres ni..weh kau, pantun eh sajak ni lahir dari hati yang suci ikhlas ok. Jangan ketawa ok. Ni betul2 ok. *giggles* *chuckles* *pang!*


p/s : post ini diukir kerana sudah tiada idea mau post apa..

19th May 2006

"Hello?"

"Yes hello Felicia, ini Aboy."

"Oh yes Aboy? what is it?"

"Ini pasal abang Annoy..he's at the hospital..he fell off a building during routine checking at the working site, kalau boleh datang sekarang ok"...

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There was a long..deep silence..

He was a man of joy. He ambitiously aimed high for almost everything and would work hard to achieve them. He was a man with love. He was a man with care. But he left me without saying a word. He left me to handle myself alone in the urban city of KL. He left me to deal with my own feelings. And he left me, when i love him so much.

I never said it to anyone, but i knew you were acting weird a week before the accident. U were no KL person during weekend, nor were u a driving person outside town. But that Saturday, You woke me up saying "Pearl, let's go to Cameron Highland, i'll get mum to be ready as well"..i was rather "huh?" kind of state but i got up still. Off we went there and really enjoyed our time although i had a rough journey vomiting due to the road condition.

Came final exams. You sent me back to Cyberjaya and promised to meet again coming Saturday after my papers. You gave me a peck and good luck wishes for exams. "take care sayang" were your words.

That Saturday never came for you and me. I sat blankly for 7 papers, weeping silently answering exam questions thinking about you. I failed a paper, dragging my CGPA from 3.67 tremendously down to 2.79. I never regretted it though, cause it was worth it. For all the time i spent with you by your side..not coming without saying hi sayang and not leaving without saying sleep tight, it was all worth it. Dont worry, i got my CGPA back.

I never told anyone either how i dreamt of you waking up and said hi to me. I never told anyone how that dream freaked me out sebab i dreamt it during Subuh time and i believed it is never a good news. I got so shocked i woke up with my head lifted up and eyes wide open. I was grasping for air. Until now, i can still remember vividly, crystal clear the dialogues and the flow of the dream.

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It is exactly 2 years today.. 31st May marks the day you left us to be with God. You were cruel to me eventhough i begged you to wake up from your coma. You never did.

The healing process took longer than i anticipated. But i am ok now..which is why i'm letting you know, that i've met someone. Someone who made me fall in love again like the way i had with you before. I hope you wont mind, and please do not think of me betraying your love. I'm not..I just need to move on and i need to let you go. You have to help me with that..You'd want to see me happy right?

With all that said, dear Cheng Jing Liang, thank you for showering me with your endless tender loving care for all the time we've had each other before. I wish you peace and my love will always be there for you, eternity.

And the Award goes to...

..all my blogger friends out there..this was awarded to me by Rozella. Thank u so the very much. So mushy lovey dovey since i've never received one. Im passing this on to :

Sheena, Falique, Amal, Azem, Phyllisia, Qayyum, P.Hati

Rozella, Acom, Rafiq, Yasser

Zilla the Ginger Babe

Astrie Kiddo

Abby ,Fieza

Dotty, Pourpres

Sasha Bashir

SlashLee

Yuzray , Aliya, Nurul

All of Yous are simply amazing. Despite only knowing some of Yous online, i felt so close to each and everyone of you. Thanks a bunch and sweet smooch from me *muax!*

oh oh, before i forget, here's an award to all readers without blogs; of whom i appreciate their time and energy consumed to read and give in comments. They are namely Kambengjantan, Katak Lumpy, Tahik Kubar, Anonymous, Brian, and perhaps a few more who do have blogs but didnt link their nick to their blogs. Thank you, again.

Aku Cinta Kau dan Dia

Translation of Topic - I love You and Him Both

Nuh..nothing to do with the opposite sex. Only my cravings for SUZUKI SWIFT 1.5 and was just introduced to a new HYUNDAI ACCENT 2008 1.6. Went for test drive today and i'm so in love with both but so much more for Swift.


In terms of price wise, Hyundai is the choice, RM76,000 ++ (East Malaysia). Specs include air bags, 1.6 L, (spacious interior), (smooth runnings) and anything else i'm not sure of. hehehe..

Swift? For its design, RM74,000 ++ is a huge GAMBLE. It's a stable car but perhaps not quite suitable for big families or for long distance travel. Still, I dont know, no matter how or what, Swift has been my favourite for a long time already.

Last March, i thought of booking one, but told myself, "sabar, be patient, wait for your pay, then straight away grab one". And so i did wait..HOWEVER............ Came April, i made a sudden decision..to further my Masters overseas. That sudden decision halted everything else. Hmm..

Let's just pray i'll make the right decision when the right time comes.

Hot Jeans in Japan now

WOULD YOU LIKE TO WEAR THIS NEW JEAN'S DESIGN??

Whoever designed this..i have to say, indeed have the wildest imagination. I never imagined jeans could be innovatively made this way. I dont think i can even start thinking how people would react to this fashion. Tapi kan..honestly, i kinda like it..funky

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Your Pick Up Line Is

See my friend over there? She wants to know if you think I'm cute.

What Pick Up Line Will Get You a Man?

Had a great laugh over this. I might try it one day. Who knows it might work kan.. I sure do need a whole lot of courage to approach someone with that line..*senyum kambing gurun sorang2*

P/S : just another everyday entry

Our prayers for the victims

What has gone wrong with the world? China earthquake, Myanmar Cyclone Nargis and most recent, volcano eruption in Chile forcing villagers to abandon near to 500 dogs and cats with no one except the militaries to feed them. This is such a dramatic situation for all especially for our neighbouring country, Myanmar. Up to date, 31,900 have lost their lives with expected numbers to soar. Scores of people have no place to sleep, some are even forced to drink polluted water with corpses and debris all mixed together. Aduh, kesian sangat..i dont know how or what will happen to me if ever i'm in their shoes. Not to mention losing their loved ones.

Myanmar authorities are still reluctant to accept international aid, but Malaysia is in standby mode, in case their assistance is needed. How could Myanmar's government claimed they do no need such assistance, so stupid not accepting help when its country is clearly in a state of emergency? How much more selfish can they be? gosh..and that is what i call stupidity at its best.

However, on contrary, i am somehow skeptical with Malaysian government/private institutions as well. And this is why. A friend to a friend works with Media Prima TV# under Corporate Event, her duties include handling Bersamamu TV#... On her first day at work, she was asked to produce 2 whole years of Bersamamu financial report. But, here's the funny thing. There isnt any. NOT a single black and white of the financial report has been written down nor any records saved. She was clueless and wondered where have all the money gone to. Who, where, when, how does the the receivers received, no one could answer. That is the MAJOR reason i never sms to all those 32888 or 32777 or whatever ' SMS ke...'.

I believed more in donating tangible stuff. Something they can use. I dont know about you, but i think Malaysian government overlooked not donating pads, bras and panties to women, even pantyliners. Do they expect women to wear the same panties for the whole week? Ok, that's gross. All that has been written down in the press is food, tents, blankets, pills..yada yada..but what about the small little things like what i've mentioned? Wont u agree with me, people need toothbrush, toothpaste..facial wash, soaps to clean themselves up? Dont tell me they dont. During tsunami 4 years back, a friend donated dozens of pads to the victims which i think is a good move. Stop piling all those baju tak pakai and donating it to them. It will end up jadi lap kaki. Itulah mentaliti orang Malaysia..For the sake of donating, they piled up all the rotten t-shirts, 200 years old pants to the victims. Ended in mountains of sampah-sampah baju orang tak sudi nak pakai.

I had a short chit chat with my mum about the issue. I really wanna lend a helping hand, but haven't a clue how to do so. Hmmmm...

it breaks my heart just reading their plights for help..

I'd do anything for you

Celebrated mom's day yesterday. It went well except for the cake part. Retardedly made by a retarded retard, it was a huge blow. The cake was i should say below expectation. I even paid extra cause i requested for fresh cream but the lady only started making the cake SUNDAY morning which was already Mother's Day!.. I'll show u the pic later..other than that, everything else was perfect.. KAMBENGJANTAN, i took your advice. I had someone to paint, no, shadowing rather; my mum's pic.. Here

So, what do you think? I personally thought it was okay, plus the guy had only 2 days to finish up the whole thing. Mum hanged it on the wall dah..

got this set for her too.

THIS...yea..mcm keja budak taska. No, they can do even better than this..oh god, it was so terrible i felt like spanking that lady's head hard. I ordered the cake a week in advance and this is what i get? like a piece of cowdunk..She should be thankful my level of patience was unbelievably high that day,i let it passed.

Ha, btw i shopped something for myself. Look.

Ta da!..boots. hahaha..i've been eyeing on this pair for a couple of weeks already, and i finally got it for RM 25. Black murah cket but i just like this one. For what REASON? Nothing, i just like the idea of having a pair of my own.

That day of the month

Im thankful i'm healthy. I'm grateful i'm a female. But, today...i wish i was a male..im feeling my uterus is exploding!...bloody buggar my period pain is killing me off the fence!! I was and am not able to do anything (well ok except blogging) cause the pain is just terribly overwhelming.. Ended up my mom went to town and bought Wincarnis..

Wincarnis Tonic Wine is a carefully formulated blend of enriched wine and malt extract with a unique infusion of selected therapeutic herbs and spices including gentian root, mugwort, angelica root, balm mint, fennel seed, coriander seed, peppermint leaves, cardamom seeds and cassia bark. It's wine and taste like bitter sweet cherry. Honestly, i dont like the smell of it let alone drinking it, but the pain is seriously killing me..

It is actually meant for women in confinement..it helps to cleanse and reduce blood clots for better flow which is the case of mine. It is sort of like a contraction pain because the blood clots inside and does not flow evenly. Sakit dow...macam kena tarik tarik kat dalam..My colleague told me to drink ginger juice..okkkkkk, no thanks..i'll pass, im so not a fan of that.


Ladies, do you experience period pain each time your day of the month comes? Cause i do and i dont know what food or precaution should i take to prevent this from ever happening again..Guys, if you do know too, help your other half here. Thanks

Cash Provider Gentleman

Now i know his name, where he lives, his age, and pretty damn sure he is not taken. Guys, this is an update on my cash provider guy..:)

What happened last week was, after that bumped-into-one-another-and-did-nothing-except
-silly-cow-smile, the only one chance left was to wait for my salary and thereafter, withdraw them out to be deposited into my ASB account..it was an excruciating pain waiting for the day my salary would be in, just to use that as an excuse to go to the cash provider building.

Luck was by my side when Tuesday nite, a fren texted informing salary is in..apa tunggu lagi...i told her, i'll be going to the cash provider building on wed to deposit the money into ASB account.

And so we did that Wednesday afternoon, but not before i prepared myself looking good. hehehe...gediknyaaaaaaaaaaa!!

**A Moment When Everything Gets Numb**

He saw me entering the building,but i played Oh-I-Didnt-Notice-You-Were-There..it wasssss so hard not to smile like stupid skinny butthead cause i was overjoyed!..i tried to control as much as i could but i was beyond joy lah... as i was waiting for my book, i glanced at him and guess what?...he 'lipped sync' to which i understood immediately --> "Can i have your number"...Goodness goodness...if it wasnt because me still inside the building, i would have just bergolek-golek keseronokan..darn it!!

Rozella, SciaS, Kambengjantan, Yasser, Sweetface...i love Yous for your support..and thank you cupid!! hahahaha..

Oh Scias ; I played a bit hard to get but eventually i gave it out to him. I waited so long for that i have no plans to lose him now.

BTW...WE WENT OUT YESTERDAY..But that's another new story la of which i will update again sometime later, he he he...(Im so on cloud 9, going off now for mengelamun session)

Would u like to try?

Here's a picture of a Public toilet in Switzerland...


Now that you've seen the exterior, let's have a peek how does it look like inside, shall we?



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Voila!! it's entirely made out of One-Way-Glass..So basically no one could see you doing your business inside but you could. Would you like to give it a try?

I miss those days when..

I miss those days when we hang out together

I miss those days when we eat sambal belacan together

I miss those days when we kick the butts of people we dont adore

I miss those days when we laugh like piggy heads in the middle of the night

I miss those days when we wake up for Sahur and will stay up till broad daylight

I miss those days when we'd go to the lab and library to download movies from Cybertracker

I miss those days when yous gave me panadols each time i fell sick

I miss those days when yous signed for my attendance

I miss those days when we got emotional watching Manjalara

I miss those days when someone suddenly farted and sheepishly denying it

I miss those days when we fight and make up

I miss those days guys..

I really do..

OMG

OH MY GOD..."Can i have your phone number?" he asked...OH MY GOD, OH OUR GOD!

ok i gotta run for school! I am sooooo gonna make all of YOUS to guess what happened yesterday! Weeeeeeee!!!

Tun Dr Mahathir's Blog

I got to know about Tun's blog from SciaS. FYI, Tun just started his blog (www.chedet.com) 1st of May 08 but already receiving more than 200,000 visitors. His first post was simple and short tapiiiii sudah received over 1000 comments and still counting for the second post. Gila.

Btw, i wonder, why Chedet for his blogname? sounds a bit off the rack but im sure he has a good reason for that..Still, Tun is the best of whole time. Can you imagine how Malaysia would look like or become if it wasn't for his hardwork?

I Just Can't Stop Talking About Him!

Jeeezzzz... you peeps must be thinking that im crazy now.. but i seriously can't help it. I SAW HIM AGAIN TODAY!! OK, this time, it was so not me who gave out signals and it was so over working hours when i went to that 'cash provider' building to get some magic cash from the wall. I had some work needed to be done so i stayed a while longer at school. It was 530pm when i got there. Just as i was parking my car, he stepped out of the building. We looked at one another, our eyes met, and ..... we smiled. (tak habis2 senyum) As i walked towards the entrance, he noticeably turned his head couple of times as though he was thinking 'should i, should i not, should i, should i not'

Done with my magic wall, i walked back towards my car, and to my surprise, he was still there. I push my courage to look at him and he actually WAVED at me! WAHHHHHH!!! I was near to bersorak kegembiraan dancing poco-poco when he did that! hahaha...nasib baik laaaa kat town..butttttt, dont get too excited yet lah...cause that was it..i took no action, just a silly cow smile. Got inside the car and drove back home.

Rozella, I'm into step 2 now kan?? hehehehe...altho at a very slow pace..feels like falling in love in high school again..hehehe..oh,im so lame..

Mom's Day..Suggestions?

Mom's day will be next Sunday 11th May 2008. Just to share, Mother's Day is celebrated every second week of May each year. I've had my friends to brainstorm with me on what to get for moms. These are what they've given me

• Perfumes
• One day of Spa Indulgence
• Cards
• Cakes
• Jeweleries

Basically that's all. However i am looking for something else different...i was thinking of Water Heater for shower..would that be an appropriate gift? An elder colleague of mine said, get something that is practical, which she can use and not just see or keep in a box. For her 54th birthday this year, i got her one whole set of a Body Shop Shower. I cant be buying Body Shop yet againnnn...

Perfumes are simply out for now. I got her one Guess Gold and recently Burberry and Jadore CD. Bracelets, Necklaces are also out, cause she herself is already giving me some of her jeweleries, plus it doesn't seem practical.

I have another idea in mind. I was thinking of making some sort of an album, only it will be using Decorative papers. Get all the photos and stick them there with simple love words. All the years put into one book, which i will name it 'Star of our Hearts' -- Love: Boy, Bj and Pearl. Maybe bits of short notes just to indicate the time and how much we appreciate her...

Ok tak? or lame?

Cute Guy at His Corner

Last friday i gave the cash provider yet another visit to make some payment. I was with mom, and she was anxious to see who it was that i have been talking about...It's HIM again, there at his corner..Aduh..dup dap dup dap 240km/j...This time and i mean this time, we actually acknowledged our glances..by replying it with a smile...fooking shites, my knees went lose...hahhaha!!

Then my mom actually went asking the guy who was attending to us "what's that corner for?" "Oh that? For loans, cars, homes etc etc"

AHA...I SEE...

te he he..I only have RM10 with me today, so a definite good reason to go there again tomorrow..*giggles yang penuh kegedikan*


Finally one good thing happened this week kan..Nahhh, it's all in my hormones. Ok, back to house chores. Chario..!

RANTS RANTS RANTS

Scene 1

Point Blank: Nak beli kereta pun tak guna, i nak sambung study.

Tidak Berakal 1: Alah, beli je lah, nanti bagi la mak ko pakai..

Point Blank: Banyak la, habis tu sapa nak bayar bulan2? U?

Tidak Berakal 1: Apa susah, suruh je mak ko bayar...

Point Blank: Seperti bodoh, U ingat family i cop duit berjuta2?? U takpa la cakap mcm tu, cakap je boleh dapat semua..

Scene 2

Sengal 2: I told you what, the total was RM10,132. You are short of RM300. And also for the Visa RM150 for 3 persons.

Point Blank: No, you never told me the total was RM10, 132. You only said "around2 there lah". and no, you never mentioned to me about the fee for visa..everytime i asked you, u just say, "ya ya, around there lah, the balance is about 7k plus plus" and you never return my calls, u never give me the exact amount, i had to count it myself.

Sengal 2: But i did (trying to defend herself in front of her direct boss)

Point Blank : No u did not, cause otherwise it would be in this book of mine (showing her my executive diary.) I never missed numbers especially when it comes to money. I have it all written down here..haiya..

Sengal 2 : Can i have your passport? original passport?

Point Blank : But you said only to bring the photocopied. Mana ada bawak ini hari. Apa you tak cakap awal2????


Scene 3

Siut 3 : Hai..takde kelas keee ari ni chegu?

(hari sabtu, jam 5.30 petang)

Point Blank : Awat bangang, sapa sekolah hari sabtu kul 530 petang?

Siut 3 : Cikgu Cemerlang. hehehe

Point Blank : Kepala tempurung..


Scene 4

(Di sebatang jalan yang hanya ada one lane and beberapa kereta dari arah bertentangan)

Point Blank : Ampun!! 20 km/j..HELLO? cepat sikit kat depan tu boleh takkkk...

..... 30 km/j

..... 20 km/j

Point Blank : The next time you see me, i'll be in bed with high blood pressure..orang lari pun lagi cepat tau tak!!

Until you come to my hometown, you might not believe orang kat sini drive max 40km/j.. Macam mana laaaaaa i tak sakit jantung, high blood pressure, temperature meter kepanasan pun tau pecah kalau macam ni..

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This is so not because of my PMS ok..altho it might contribute a bit, still..dont you and wont you feel the same as i did if someone said or do something like this to you?? Some people are just so plain zero. That's all with my rantings.

p/s: Except for SCENE 2, the rest of the replies have been modified here n there to make it sound more dramatic..

Quote of the day

"Since light travels faster than sound,
people appear bright until you hear them speak."

For Love or Money?

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

I seriously thought my result would be choosing Money over Love cause i am a cash lover. But it turns out to be the other way around. No wonder it has been rather difficult for me to fall in love with someone cause i am still man-hunting for that one person whom i can share my life with for the rest of my entire living life. If it was for money, it could be just anyone right...hmm, now i can see the picture of myself..btw, i dont mind having a true soulmate who owns a private jet..nyiaa aa aa

Just another silly Self-Reflection. More craps soon.