Suara Sekeping Hati

Aku nak kongsi sedikit berkenaan satu isu ni. Senario yang sering kita lihat, dengar dan adakalanya kita sendiri alami.. Pernah tak rakan/geng bagitau kat korang macam ni 'senang jak keja kau ya, pejam mata leh siap' atau 'la, bagila kat budak junior-junior tu, kita rehat..' hmmm pedas kan?

Setiap tugasan ada matlamatnya tersendiri. Orang atasan takkan bagi tugasan kalau mereka tak ada kepercayaan terhadap kita betul tak? .. ada certain orang, terror bab design, maka tanggungjawab dia adalah untuk mendesign sesuatu yang cantik dan diterima ramai.. begitu juga orang yang hebat di bidang komputer.. membuat short film, website or whatever, itu kepandaian yang dia miliki. Long story short, sebuah badan hanya akan lengkap apabila setiap anggotanya hadir. Dalam erti kata lain, biar kecil mana pun bahagian engkau, it still plays an important role towards the constitution.

Tapi bagi sesetengah orang, salu anggap diri dia best. Selalu anggap tugasan yang dipikulnya itu, jauh lebih berat daripada orang lain.. apa lagi kalau jawatan/status dia lebih tinggi, mula lah dia merasakan orang lain tak buat kerja seteruk dia.. Lepas tu pulak, bila diberikan tugasan, dia akan merungut 'kenapa tak beri pada orang lain? derang tu bukannya buat keja pun'..

Kat sini aku nak tanya:
Dari mana dia tau orang lain tak buat keja? dia siasat ke? dia tengok ke dengan mata kepala sendiri? dia ada ke buat keja sampai tak tido malam bersekang mata? dia ada ke tengok orang lain berhempas pulas nak bagi satu keja tu perfect [waima tugasan itu mungkin hanya menjaga kebersihan] ? dia ada menahan lapar/dahaga demi mahukan hasil kerja yang berkualiti? ADA KE? Kalau ada sekalipun, kenapa ko kutuk keja orang lain? Ko tak bley jaga tepi kain ko sendiri ke?

Padanlah sesebuah institusi payah nak maju. kenapa? dengan kehadiran orang macam ni lah.. kenapa tak boleh nak bekerjasama? kenapa terlalu mudah menjustifikasikan tugasan orang lain dengan alasan yang tidak munasabah? Dengan mengatakan dia adalah orang yang lebih penting maka dia mesti diberi keutamaan dan orang lain hanyalah kuli batak?

Sesetengah orang memang tak menghiraukan perasaan orang lain apabila berkata-kata kan.. mohon maaf, aku agak ingga hari ini..sekadar berkongsi kecalaran hati.

3.00pm - 6.30am??

Aku nak post cerita best.. eheh
aku pecah rekod aku sendiri semalam..
nak tau apa dia?

ingat lagi tak aku ada bagitau, yang aku
penat tahap tak terkata sejak beberapa
hari lepas? sampaikan aku tak sempat nak
update/comment/check segala blog korang
even blog aku sendiri?

Nah, ambik semalam..lepas habis segala acara,
segala beban, segala tugas.. dalam kul 1.45pm gitu,
aku mintak la tolong geng cikgu aku, C. Leo antar aku
balik sebab aku tak bawak keta pagi tu..

Sampai je rumah, aku rehat sekejap..sama-sama
menyibukkan diri menonton keriuhan orang ramai
tentang raja pop Mike Jacko meninggal dunia [atau
lebih baik kita kenalkan dia sebagai Mikael?
Alhamdulillah untuk bahagian tu kan..]... ok ok sambung
cerita,lepas aku mandi, aku makan..
sekitar pukul 3 aku terus naik bilik dan..

TIDOOOO..

ha, part lepas ni la best...nak tau pukul berapa aku bangun?
nga ha, cuba teka..hahaha pukul 6.30 pagi ok.. aku set rekod
yang aku sendiri tak percaya aku dah buat!..aku tido dari
pukul 3.00 petang sabtu sampai la 6.30 pagi Ahad!
ambik kau, nah, puas ati aku.

15 jam setengah aku tido oiiii..!

Minggu yang Gila!

My oh my you guys..
i've been crazily busy the past few days..
I literally had no time to update/comment/check
on my blog/your blog.
Now pun aku sangat letih mentally& physically..
Excuse me this time k..
Let me finish my work, let me rest, and i'll be back.
I promise. Take care.

Fashion Crimes

I watched the Fashion Do's and Don'ts on E! a couple of days ago. Some really are ridiculous, whereas some people can really pull off in whatever dresses/suits. Let's see how they view vs how i view the do's and dont's k? :)

Do's # 1
Wear something that fits

whoopy goes whoop! eheh

Ahmoi's View: Yes, i believe so too, wearing something that fits is important,not only it will make you feel good and confident but also comfortable..do you want to wear something that is too loose or too tight and start to worry over nothing?

Dont's # 1
Dont show your thong!

Gillian just have to show her thang..!

Ahmoi's View: i thought that's the reason why thong was created in the first place, no? [well, main reason is the VPL lah] some even came with blings, diamond studded, wow. if it's inside, what's the point of buying one rite? eheh.. ah well, not like i've shown mine though..yikes, too much info already. :P

Do's # 2
add some colours

but when i mean add SOME colours, i do not mean rainbows!

Ahmoi's View: Say you're a black freak, once in a while get it on with red sandals.. or simply add in a sky blue handbag.. with just one simple detail, you are set to go..:) - as for me, i play with my blings as well as heels. :)

Dont's # 2
VPL absolute no no

see the difference between these two pictures?
Big gap kan?

Ahmoi's View: i totally agree on this.. tak cantik kalau pakai yang nampak line especially if u're a skirt or tight pants kind of person. I would rather not wear skirt/tight pants! Go seamless lah ladies, it'll bring huge difference, trust me..

Dont # 3
Dont overcolour your hair!

peacock in the making? peacock wannabe?

Ahmoi's View: It's good to be different at times but dont overdo it, you might end up looking like a fool.. might wanna focus on other areas perhaps, say your blings ke, the colour of shoes ke.. seems small, until you try!

I'm done for the moment..:) nak share je apa aku rasa best. :) esok aku cerita hal lain plak k..
Nite petals and thorns.

I'm touched: Bday Pt 3

[Grins] no, i'm not quite done with my birthday thingy.. banyak gifts, i had to break them into stages for me to be able to post them in my blog..

Let's not waste any of our time nemore.. shall we?

remember this? :) yes, this one is from dear Nieza. I have kept this in my safe for the past week.. perasaan sangat berkobar-kobar nak tengok but i managed to control mysel not to. eheh..
Well, 5 minutes before the clock struck midnite on the night of 2oth June, aku dah letak siap-siap kotak ni sebelah aku..te he he.. excited to see the content? Here it is!

Tada! ohmaigawd i so love the details. and i so love this gift..thank you so much dude.. you're the greatest! muacks!

Next..

is from my teacher colleague, fikri@budak BESAR. :) ah, time sand.. lama tak terima hadiah cenggini.. terasa best! although aku boleh kira baru lagi geng dengan Fikri, tapi dia memang best buat geng.. geng makan! mekasih ye Fikri.. :)

And last but not least

J'dore EDP by Christian Dior from Mus and Zilah. Aw you guys, i never never never had this in my head the two of you would actually get me this!! You're the best! Muacks! [opss, bukan untuk Mus k..nga ha..] Merci beacoup..je suis flattered.. hehe pardon my French.

Aight, i'm done with my birthday post..kalau ada lagi pas ni [mana tau kan, eheh] will be posted as well.. With that said, i'd like to once again convey my heartiest thanks for each and everyone of you, dear friends.

Thanks for being there when time got rough,
You make it easier when times get too tough
Thanks for being there each and every day,
Thanks for being you in that very special way.

Im Touched: Bday Pt 2

Mom got me this..

The latest from Elizabeth Arden; Pretty for pretty me.. aiseh...eheh.. love the scent, seriously!

and also

Elizabeth Arden Double Density Maximum Volume Mascara.

The sales lady was so kind to my mom and i [or it was us who was kind to her] that, she gave me several other free gifts...! I was delighted.. who wouldn't? They are

E.Arden eye shadow with four different shades. :)

E.Arden Gloss...

and yet another gift, a handbag.. wooh, such a lucky birthday gal i was yesterday! Gumbira i clapped my hands and dance hula-hula there. Nahh..muka ku diat mun berani molah gia..hua hua

With RM40 voucher i gained, mom allow me to spend it on this plak..

I just have to share with you the price.. It was RM109.90 before 70% discount.. After discount? RM32.70! Voucher plak ada RM40...haih apa lagi kan? nga ha.. alah membeli menang memakai.. ahaks, pandai plak aku bermadah ye... eheh.

See, all these are from my mom alone.. The privilege for being the only princess at home. I like that part. :) I share with no one.. haha kedekut sungguh bunyi nya.. kidding!

I'll come back with yet another post later, since i've got to hurry for a meeting scheduled at 3.30 pm and im still clad in my towel! uwops.. dont roam around with naughty thoughts guys! Till later.. buhbye.

I'm Touched: Bday Pt 1

These amazing people went extra mile just to crack that smile on my face.. Guess what, not only did i smile, but you guys sure did make my day a lot happier!

I was in Kuching earlier today, when i met with AmirFX and he handed me a birthday card still wrapped in a plastic.. something else was inside.. a cute nice present for me..

personally carved with my name on it..a Sarawak keychain... :) Im flattered but it was something else that had touched me dearly,deep inside ...What could that be?

It was actually THIS..

You might be puzzled as to, why this one rite? Initially, i thought i will only see Amir's name inside it.. but he went extra kilometer Shell by getting THESE ...

YES!! LOTS of names in it!... I was taken by surprise by it was undeniably a pleasant surprise.. There are 9 names altogether, all wishing me for my best of birthday.. For this, i'd like to share with everyone all their nice thoughts written for me... Let's not waste anytime, i would like to begin with

Mz JC or known as ~Me & My Memory Land~

From Masni and Apisfx :) [malu indah apis tek eh..] Hi Masni!

From Naga Perang (dah jumpa dah dengan Naga Perang ooo..eheh) and also ar-long.. Hi Ar-Long!

From TelilianVilla..:) (despite seldom terjah menerjah blog, Tellian still managed to spare his time to write this for me) thanks!

Kenal tak urang ngan sapa mpun tulisan panjang2 ya...yahhhhh ya la tulisan SU IJAMM koh...and also, to Bujang Lelang..heheheh..What's Lelang by the way? Nonetheless, i owe you my thanks..:)

Last but not least, from Amirfx.. i will maintain ayu better than you...hahaha..kidding!

I'm overwhelmed guys..really.
The best birthday yet..
Ah, before i start to weep
Because of perasaan keterharuan..
I'd like to once again, express my 100% thanks
and you guys rawks!
Muah!


I'll make a special entry for all my birthday gifts tomorrow ok.. Gifts from my loving mum, Nieza, Ms Tikot, Mos04 + Zillah, AmirFX and the clan as well as bdk BESAR. i need my sleep for now, takut esok tak bangkit kerja plak..eheh. Nite!

Same Old Brand New Ahmoi!

Well, waddaya know..
i'm officially 62..
woo hoo...
Putting aside all those sadness
Cause its time for celebration!
God Bless..

Ahmoi Berduka, Juga Gembira

Gara-gara

Hati ahmoi telah menjadi

***************

Apa-apa pun

..to ahmoi. Due in... an hour or so. Wish me.
Or dont. Hmm. Yeah..

When I've Ran Out of Ideas

How ever can i make this life more alive than it already is?
It's getting rather less exciting..
I am in desperate need of ideas of what to do..
Ah, let's just chit chat for now, shall we?

In previous post, i did mention about my dream of buying
a house right? So now, i'd like for your say, what type
of a dream house do you go for? Do you go for

1. Single storey Semi-D?
2. Single storey terrace?
3. Single storey bungalow?
4. Double storey Semi-D?
5. Double storey terrace?
6. Double storey bungalow?
7. Condominium?
   
8. or a mansion??

If you ask me, i'd prefer getting a single story bungalow. Why?
Much easier to maintain. However, in terms of value wise,
double storey could be more of a value, no? If you ask what
my Cinta wants, double storey is his choice. Hmmm..

My uncle taught me one fine tip about buying a house
and i find it very useful. Some may overlook this small detail,
as i did before but not anymore..Would you believe me if i say,
the sun plays its own part too? yea, that sun.. how so?
Here, uncle told me
"Get a house that when the sun sets, it sets at the back side of your house. Why? Because when you want to relax/gardening at the front part of your home, the condition will not be as hot as if the sun sets directly towards the front door."
Pikir balik, betul jugak..

rumah orang kaya Miri..a timber tycoon.
Nak ke aku rumah macam ni ek?
Haih, to pay the pillar alone will take
me 10 years..
Thank you but no thanks lah k..!

Ha, yang ni cantik kan? i like it simple. Just nice, enough untuk gardening, hias cantik-cantik, sesuai je aku rasa..

What say you guys plak? Any other tips nak beli rumah you guys would like to share? Love getting them...

Azam dan Luahan Hati Ahmoi

Tahun depan aku target nak beli 1. rumah. Seriously. Aku ada target dalam hidup, and i believe semua pun begitu kan. Lagi, apa target aku dalam hidup? Salah satunya sudah tercapai, and that is membeli 2. kereta.. the third and the biggest deal (for someone my age) is 3. settling down. But that target, diletakkan pada list paling bawah, for now.. [post ini mungkin agak panjang tapi aku minta korang bacalah dan fahami isi hati aku, thank you in advance]


Bercerita soal target nak kawen ni, bukan aku tak nak..aku nak ok, cuma untuk melaksanakannya tak semudah lidah menyebut. Kawen bukan perkara main-main. Banyak soal perlu dibicarakan...So, does that mean aku tak amik kisah? Tidak sama sekali..aku memang ada target, tapi aku nak korang paham satu perkara and this one detail only. Aku pernah kehilangan insan yang aku sayang dalam hidup, maka dari situ aku belajar menilai kehidupan ini tak selalunya indah..harus sentiasa bersedia menghadapi segala kemungkinan. Bagi aku, membeli kereta dan rumah lebih senang dirunding berbanding hati. Hati boleh berubah bila-bila masa. Tapi rumah dan kereta, esok lusa tahun depan tetap akan ada takkan habis. Anytime ada duit, boleh beli terus..tapi hati? Kalau ditakdirkan takda jodoh, ko ingat duit boleh beli balik hati tersebut?


Beli rumah, ko boleh target nak beli 2 tingkat, boleh aim nak beli bila-bila ko nak, tapi hati? hari ni ko merancang sikit punya baik, esok lusa mana tau di'tidak'kan Tuhan? Tak jadi beli rumah ko maseh boleh bersabar, maseh boleh terima kenyataan, tapi kalau tak jadi kawen? sapa tanggung perasaan? Your mom ke? No, it's you..maka sebab itulah aku tak pernah letak harapan menjulang tinggi langit, cukup sekadar aku berterima kasih pada apa yang aku ada dan akan sedaya upaya menjaga hubungan kami sehingga sampai ke jinjang pelamin dan akhir hayat of course. I grab hold to what i have and sangat bersyukur dipertemukan dengan Cinta yang menerima aku seadanya. Aku tak nak canang seluruh Sarawak bercinta bagai nak rak tapi ujongnya, sikda gney-gney. Siapa tak sayang boyfriend, kan? Tapi, biarlah berpada, betul?


Ada yang kata aku social..cuba fikir, bila korang kata aku macam tu, ada korang selidik dalam-dalam kehidupan aku? Sesetengah orang berpendapat, bila dah bercouple, dah tak boleh dah nak keluar dengan kawan-kawan. Bagi aku that's bullshit. Kalau dah nak kongkong macam tu, baek ko kawen terus..Ditching friends is so not me. I will definitely still hang out with my guy/gal friends. Macam la kalau aku keluar dengan kawan lelaki, aku akan terus jatuh cinta pada dia? Eh, pakai logik bleh? Dah la bukan keluar berdua tapi ramai-ramai..tak ke ngeng nak kata aku bagai?

Bagi korang yang rasa aku ni tak tau jaga diri, meh sini aku sound sikit. FYI, i never hide anything from my Cinta, mana-mana aku pergi, dengan sapa aku pergi, pukul berapa aku pergi, pukul berapa aku balik semua aku bagitau cinta supaya cinta tau di mana aku berada. Juga supaya tidak timbul fitnah daripada orang bermulut tempayan celupar. The bottom issue is TRUST. kalau takde trust, no relationship can survive. Whether you're with me on this or not, i leave it to you to decide. So for those yang selalu tertanya "boyfriend ko bagi ko keluar? amboi, sporting sungguh" dengan nada sinistic; that line totally bores me to death already..Ada ke, kalau bercouple terus jadi cenggini, "ko jangan nak ngenjet keluar" hello?? cuckoo cuckoo..tolonglah jangan narrow minded sangat ok, tolonglah..

Aku tak minta korang bersetuju dengan aku, tapi memadailah kalau all of you faham inilah prinsip hidup aku and this is where i will always stand, aight?

How Come? It's Not Right

I wonder, how come ah, parents would just easily hand their responsibilities to other people to handle/care for their children? No, not that teacher-teaching-student thingy, more like fathermother sitting at home binging and do not care to fetch their kids from school?

I've seen scenarios like students come approaching teachers asking if they could 'tumpang' balik sebab apparently their parents couldn't be bothered to pick them up or simply too busy with their life. Any teacher, if you ask, will not say no sebab risaukan the safety of their student. But, upon reaching the student's home, rupa-rupanya the parents ARE at home eating lunch like dogs. [pardon my rudeness] Padahal that teacher tadi, awalnya ada urusan di luar but sanggup balik semula ke sekolah just to pick up the student so that the kid will arrive home safe and sound.

Ih, i do not know why but things like this la yang really pisses me off. Senang je serah tanggungjawab tu pada orang lain..nanti kalau apa-apa jadi pada anak-anak, salahkan sekolah la, nak saman la, bawak masuk court la.. apa kes?? Anak-anak anugerah Tuhan, do take good care of them, ok..

Oh well, just another normal wednesday afternoon to rant. Eheh.

Audio's Golden Wedding

I'll post this one in 140km per hour okai ..
i've got work to be done at a friend's house
soon so, here goes..

I was at Audio's wedding last sunday..
it was mengujakan. the bride and groom
match each other perfectly. let's enjoy
pictures taken there aight.. :)

love the dais..golden theme memang sesuai for audio menjadi patung sehari..

more pictures of Audio and his bride, Fashitah

the glowing bride and groom..may they live happily ever after.. amin.

with hot bloggers around! nieza, fieza, rudy, big momma, ms tikot, bunga, amirfx and mahdey..

again with them..

I wont deny i was tired since i had a long journey
back home sri aman thereafter, but it was all worth it..
not always do i get to meet all blogger keras kan..
so who's next? hehehe, send out invitations okai..

i'll stop here for now..need to get ready to go.
till then, starry starry night!