Fragility At Its Best

Yesterday's news;

"You've been shortlisted for Yayasan Scholarship interview. Please make your way to the 10th floor Wisma Satok coming Monday the 3rd."

Gulp.

Is it good? Seriously, i dont know. Is this one heaven of a good news or simply one hell of another disaster for me..two good news in a week, it simply doesn't add up. Or does it? I mean, this is what i've been waiting for since forever rite? Means i should be happy, rite? Im given the chance, major chance thus it has got to be a good thing rite.. ? rite?

Yet, im not happy. Im not excited. Im not even thrilled. All i said was..'oh, ok..' Am i feeling true? However, despite all these nutty crazy blended feelings, i still make my time to study and prepare for the upcoming interview. I remember telling Anne 'i might wanna screw this interview'.. i still might.

Im so not in my stable state. It's not just because of this, but few other personal matters of which i cant really share..is my cinta in it? i guess so...i dont know, not telling.

Whatever it is, i may not update till Monday since i'll be leaving for Kuching either tomorrow evening or Saturday morning. Unless i have something new to share, consider Point Blank is off for a bit until she gains back her self-righteous and finds herself back on track aight.

Do wish me luck people.. I'd be glad receiving words of encouragement, ok..thanks.

T 'n' G

I was tagged ages ago. Sorry ye lambat. I'll do it now..15 actually but, i reduced it to 10. Kalau panjang, usah diteruskan membaca..kalau suka, mari berkongsi..tapi ini memang fakta yang menarik about me, even some of my friends tak tau kot..so now im sharing it with everyone

10 random facts bout me

1.
Dari dulu sampai ke la, aku bangsa manusia yang mandi maha sekejap. Serius. Tanya geng2 aku. Masa sekolah aku boleh bgn pukul 0620 pagi dan keluar before 0645 [pagar t0t0p] within that time, aku solat Subuh, mandi siap cuci muka, gosok gigi, berfloss, ber’listerine’, bersiap, pasang perfume, bedak, pasang kasut kasut hitam high heels and always be on time. Terr0r tak aku..[korang tak tau nieza, dia lagi hebat] Sampai aku dah keja ni pun, aku tetap rilek stoned cold. Anne bersiap satu jam setgh, so dia sentiasa mandi dulu, kalau tak, kena tinggal. Muahahaha..

2.
Aku matched my bra with my panties, ahah! so now u know my 'inner' secret. Aku pastikan aku carik the cups for my goods before aku carik matching panties.Aku tak bley terima dan aku rasa pelik pabila dalam badan aku berwarna warni tak sama karer. Oh, weird pairings. Tak soka. So the next time, u see my strap is beautifully black, u know what colour is down south.

3.
Sebelum tido, aku akan susun bantal elok2 sebelah kiri dan kanan and ‘kibarkan’ comforter menutup separuh katil before switching off the lights. Pastu, aku akan bukak henp0n aku satu-satu [sebab aku ada 3 hps] dan deletekan semua msg kureng penting yang aku terima sepjg hari tu. ‘Semak’. Dari Dia Yang Kechomelan saja sudah pen0h 350 msgs dia sorang. Akhir sekali, aku bukak surah Yassin dari Song Gallery supaya aku lena tidur.

4.
Aku suka tengok satu movie berulang-ulang kali and mencari kesalahan filem tersebut. Serius, banyak yang lari konti you..[ni akibat duduk dgn housemates keja broadcasting la dulu] contohnya Lizzie Mcguire The Movie, 9 September <-- ini serius major damage punya movie, thumbs down la Pierre. Jangan tak tau aku ni pengkritik tegar.

5.
Aku rab0n. sebelah 500++ sebelah lagi 600++. Buta karey. Dulu tak kr0nik, aku masih boleh put on, take off, put on, take off tapi sering menimbulkan masalah apabila aku lupa my glasses kat rumah. Aku jadi buta sebab tak nampak papan hitam kat depan. Aku terpaksa pinjam mata kwn sebelah yang ternyata rab0n juga. Since then, aku pakai terus je, tak bukak2 dah.

6.
I love everything that involves adrenaline rush. Bungee jump, sky diving, sea diving, hot-air ballooning, off road trip, parachuting, jet-skiing etc etc keeps my adventurous side alive! I crave for them. Kalau accident kat mana2 satu nih, hi hi bye bye lah jawabnya aku.

7.
Aku suka membaca, be it masa tunggu bas, erl, hingga ke time berak pun aku akan angkut apa2 saja asalkan ada something untuk dibaca. Kalau masa nak berak aku tak sempat sambar apa2, [mungkin sudah kronik nak berak] aku akan ganti dengan membaca botol2 syampu / botol conditioner / body shampoo of which eventually I’ll go ‘Ooo, ini rupanya ingredients dia.’

8.
Aku tak makan yesterday’s food. Bukan sombong tapi it really kills my appetite. Walaupun masih elok kadang, aku sanggup masak yang baru, meal yang sama. Tak kisah, asalkan masih panas dan segar dimasak. Ok lah, agak sombong la bunyi nya tu kan. Takpe, aku akan try ubah.

9.
Aku tak boleh bawak keta slow. Sakit kepala aku dibuatnya. Memandangkan aku lebih kerap bawak sexyback Mitsubishi Pajero than the rest of the cars at home, I became good in handling big wheelies. Baik, ini tak termasuk bas atau mana2 tractor atau kenderaan bertayar 8, ok. So, nobody really dares nak lawan keta besau..with a chick driving it..Kdg org tengok pun tak percaya kot, pasal aku nih tubuh kecik..tayar pun kalau hempap aku, nescaya aku yang penyek. But hey, tell me, berapa ramai perempuan berani nak bawak keta besau like commonrail hilux, storm, pajero, path finder? I do and I have. Nuff said.

10.
Aku benci apabila bercakap thru phone, org sebelah sana terkunyap kunyap mengunyah makanan. Macam tenuk. “Chap chap that’s right.. gulp chap I know.. slurp yea, gulp” rasa mcm nak sumbat dgn lubang jamban. Takde manners langsung in communication. Ergh.

There, now u know my top 10 secrets. Oh well, it's not that bad. ..Im tagging Fieza, Nieza, Zaza, Daria and Myra

I'm So Happy Today!

OMG i cant wait to share with u guys this good news of mine!

People, i passed the ILETS exam!! I got 7!! [see, i cant even spell that right, ehems, pardon me, it's IELTS] [this test is measured from 1-9. 9 is when you're an expert, 8 is very good user and 7 is good user]

OMG, u guys! I am absofuckingly happy!

Initially i received a text message informing i've a package waiting for me at the delivery centre. I expected it, i knew it has got to be my result. But I wasn't thrilled. After work, that was around an hour ago, i remp-it there and after signing for it, i tore the envelope open. Tak sabar nak tengok aku gagal. Nak tengok aku dapat 5 ke, 6 ke..

I peeked a bit and i almost got 'NO WAY!!' when i saw my overall band score is 7!! Dont freakin' play with me! I blinked and blinked again..no, that number 7 is still there, remained stuck on that piece of sheet bearing my name. God damn it, i passed! Laicikeng sungguh, for the past 2 weeks, i've been anxiously waiting for my result, anticipating it'll be negative..

Maka itew maknanyaaaa, time for jolly molly fellasss! This coming weekend, expect me in Kuching guys..Let's have some secret recipe or a barok moment again. My treat ok. (",) very much thankful for all the support..

Oh, belum lunch kerana terlalu seronok..sangat seronok. Ok, sekarang aku lapar.
Masa untuk merobek dapur. Later guys!

*updated*

Btw, here are some snaps of my victory..(",)

Now you know what IELTS stands for

Oh i love Lucky Number Slevin

It's valid ..

The funny thing is, my first linggo is written as Chinese when i clearly remember stating English when i filled up the forms couple of weeks ago. Hmm.. ah well, i still get 7, itew yang palinggggg penting..

Syukur alhamdulillah.. i can have my peaceful nap now..

Sunday story

Hari ni town memang sesak giler. Sri Aman is crazily developing into a bigger town with excessive supply of cars with still limited parking lots..

Kereta parking kiri kanan, cars parked side to side, now im driving this huge sexyback of Mitsubishi Pajero, and there's a small little Perodua on my opposite direction tak sure sapa gerak dulu, haku or dia..ahhh gasak la, move away!! hahaha, the lady driver looked viciously at me, but loike i care? Hello? Haku takkan langgar dowh keta kau tu, im not a skank driver, i dont get my license for nothing sista.. bukannya haku remp-it kat ruang s0mpit tu, haku tau la budget2 ruang, ingat haku tak reti bawak keta ke? Silap orang la ekau cik kak muka masam! boleh blah..

Anyway, im home alone now, while mak haku pergi office..on a Sunday. hmmm I'm watching tv and the TV is watching me. Esok nak buat cheesecake sebab Dia Yang Kechomelan dah tolong belikan whipping cream yang pathetically tak dijual kat sini. Cis.

Before i blab even further, i'll stop for a while. Until my super creative ideas come back and i've gained my senses back. Layta!

When U Thought U've Seen The Nuttiest

..wait till you see this, none other than my cat, Mek. Happened a couple of minutes ago, i caught her in the act, gotcha! sipping from the toilet bowl! For Crying Out Loud! It's true she only sipped when the water is clean and has been flushed, but still!, ok!

Mek, mek..i prepared for you, your own bowl, but what is it that you like so much about this pissing/crapping bowl??

1 minute on the clock..

Burpp! [eww...!]

I can't help Mek already. How can i help her? How?? Mek betul bikin malu taw, like i dont know how to take care of my own cats! Snapped out of it Mek! That's a toiii..lettt..boo..wlll..[read in slo mo]..*sigh

p/s: gmbr telah diedit banyak for the anonymity of Mek. Te he he [kec0ali gmbr last itew]

Majlis Aidilfitri & Perpisahan

Maseh kurang sihat today, so i wont be doing too much of typing, just an update of last nite's dinner.

Venue: Hoover Hotel
Theme: Red

purposely cropped..agar anda lebih fokus kepada gadis2 a.k.a my colleagues ..*wink!

Min Yien, one and only, Leonora, Sabrina, Mac and Felicia

Door gift, cute.

No such luck..didnt get anything p0n..

Dinner ended approximately 2230 hrs. Semua seronok berkaraoke..i pulak seronok makan altho i wasn't 100% ok yet..telan je..food was deliciiious..We had 'sushi-like' meals comprising yam popia, crab sticks, meatballs, fishballs, obor-obor. Lagi, ayam gors, 2 jenis masakans sayur, fish masak crispy, egg + hotdog soup, sotong masak merah, and desserts yang lazat.

It was a good one. Credits to the caterer lah for my bloated tummy..a fine bloat. ;)

It's Cats and Dogs

I'm feeling under the weather. Having slight fever, vomitted this morning at work. I was not in a state to join the ceremony for penyampaian sijil & hadiah. I guess it was due to heavy rain ystrday morning and drizzling after. Ystrday, I came back from work in rush to come back for rehearsal at 230pm. Not in ime for shower. Now, it's getting to my head, the headache.

Not posting anything particularly long today, i need my rest. Later in the evening there'll be another function 'Majlis aidilfitri and perpisahan', i need to be fit to attend that dinner. So, till anytime soon people. ~daa

My Wish-List

I crave for these 3 items so much..so much i wish i can buy them now..*sigh

Nikon DSLR D700

N96 *drooling~ *check out the name on screen Matthew 'Jordan' [oh my chenta]

Acer Aspire-One ~ meleleh leleh..

Oh duit..di mana bisa.. *muka mengharap..

I nak show off sikit

*Giggles..

Not me. But my cat, Mek. Just minutes ago, she proudly presented to me seekor tikus tucked neatly in her mouth..Showing to me her expert 'tigeress' side. I have no idea where she preyed for that helpless mouse..ok still, pat pat 'good girl, good girl' and Mek grinned. :)

But, Mek tak mamam pon that poor thing, she only played with it, sampai mati mouse tu dibuatnya...She went golek kiri, golek kanan the mouse..then baling, then gigit, then tendang..kesian pulak aku tengok.. Reminds me of Ratatouille ... hmm

Oh well, how can i stop a cat's nature right? (",)

It's mine! [ok Mek, i get it..]

Hmm, nak show off sikit lahhh..meowwww!

And whatever is Mek doing now?

What else..zzzzz laa meowkroih! meowkroih! meowkroih!

Sunday News

Ola. Cava? Moi? Cava tres bien. Merci. That's French. And my French's rusty. Oh well, just updating today's activities of moi.

Morning

As early as 0830 we received few guests of dad's ex-students and mom's ex-patients. Just visiting. Damn they were early.

1000 hrs: Went for breakfast in town. I had laksa sarawak. Never fails to turn my appetite on. :)

'nyaman mee tok, bagi sapa yang sik kalak merasa, rugi tak orang'

Noon

Barely did anything. Watched TV. Few good shows on Astro.

Loike this one. Thumbs up!

CSI at 1300 hrs.

Oh Horatio, my hero.

OMG! Kelly's about to get shot! Damn she wasn't at her best look here. *chuckles

1505 hrs: Watched Taxi half way thru before i kicked start the Pajero engine out to town. Intended to buy Bluberry Cheesecake ingredients but sadistically, none of the shops here sell whipped cream. At one shop, 5 heads memerah otak thinking what was that alien stuff i was looking for. DUH! Dude, whipped cream yo! Aiyama..not one knew what that was. Sigh.

1630 hrs : After much of frustration going from one shop to another, i decided to change the course. Back to Marble Choco Cheesecake. Boleh la tu. Janji i can eat something with cheese.

Poor visual. Dont feel like taking another..can barely wait munching it!

1720 hrs : Gardening

plant these myself. Tantek kan.. :)

Evening

1930 hrs: School work, work, work..

Done with questions, down with answers.

Later tonite

2200 hrs: Movie time

Premonition. Bet it's good.

I have no idea as yet for now, what time will i hit the sack. Let's just say it wont be any later than 0100am. Esok kan kerja..

How was your weekend? Had anything like mine?

The Roots of Dad

Long house, Batang Padeh, Betong. 18 Oktober 08

Reminiscing the good old days when i used to come back here for holidays. I would imagine i was 7 no more than 20 but as the figure increased, the trips became lesser..bukan sebab tak nak..but, only just..

Nenet cried when she saw my mom and i, actually standing there, by our car,visiting them today. She was still walking towards us when she started crying..alalalala nenet, jangan la nanges..cucu nenet datang la ni..It's been like that for the past 4 years since his son; my dad, passed away. Not only her but my aunt, my other nenet, kalau jumpa, they are sure to cry..hmm

my nenet..cute isn't she..:) hi nenet..senyum sket!

I welcome you to our 'pintu'..arrived about 10am..

Used to be my playground..pjg kan..

standing by the door..due to seldomness balik, decoration wise is out of the q lah

view from inside

ever seen this fruit? tried it? sgt lunakk..:) it's dabai

Suddenly i missed my kiddy time..the time when i used to bother nothing but fun. The time when i used to enjoy and have no recollections of sad moments. It's entirely true i am no longer that kid, instead, a grown up..but no one can take away that inner child in me..

Today's trip was definitely heart warming to dearest me. Touched me deep inside, bringing me back to childhood days.. memang betul rindu..

Hiro Heroku

Special for Oon aka .Daria.


Because of you, [mcm lirik kelly clarkson jak] aku alu mencari Hiro a day after your special post about me and this special dish ..very rare and limited, only few people know about this cake.

Anyhow, choco cake is finally down, clean in my stomache..really agak 'bertekang' te he he but still, the taste never bores me..benar sik On..pergh, sedap dap dap..

Chocolate Brownies/Muffins -

As of posting, im in the midst of baking chocolate brownies..yum.
Not literally multitasking, but brownies dah dalam oven..

So, wait up, i'll post the pictures later tonite aight..

~Hapdet

Whisked and you'll get something like this. Dont mind the bubbles, they're actually chocolate chips..:)

under 150 degrees..

Tara! sebenarnya cantik, tapi quality camera tu ha...yerrr

arranged smiling..yumm!

A packet of 500 gm choco flour can bake up to 25 muffins. Not so bad for my first time baking muffins kan..rupa mungkin mcm out sikit tapi i tell you, memang sedap..my mom pon kata sotap..she's bringing some for bekal tomorrow..*vangga

Now i'm waiting for the final round of baking. I'm loving it!

Btw Nieza, i think i really am turning into one heaven of a domestic goddess!

My journey back home

Sunday 12 October 08, time to drive back home.

[this isn't the first time i'm driving alone sri aman-kuching-sri aman]

As i normally would, i'll be driving fast, running the meter out if i possibly may say so. I just cant take slow drivers, it gets to my anger mode, of which i certainly want to avoid going into..And so, just as i was just about to reach Bukit Begunan [or Bangunan as it is referred to], i saw what seemed to be a massive jam and a definite major long queue. Big cars, trucks, bikes all 'over' the road. I was like 'what the hell??' I thought big trucks were the cause, but eh? SEMUA kereta dipadam enjin dan few people were walking around..'loh, apsal ni?'

"Kenapa kat depan tu kak?"
"Ada trak hangus la dik"

Truck carrying minyak sawit meletop tayar and skidded causing the oil to spill covering huge areas of the road. Burst to flames tapi luckily it didnt explode, cause it was not an oil tanker..kalau lahhhh oil tanker, i cant even begin to imagine how it would have looked like.

Sadistic part was, due to massive spill, road had to be closed..alamak ai, mcm mana ni? mcm mana haku nak balik? i was already gelisah..rupanya, ada jalan alternatif dari Lachau yang aku tak pernah tau sepjg umo aku idop..i called my bro, and my mom pulak jadi panik sekejap 8 minit. Naseb baek laaa anak Puan Dewi ni independent type, dont worry mom. I'm good.

See that, we were all diverted to an alternative route..naseb baek fuel aku masih setengah tangki..tapi har jalan masuk ke dalam mcm nak 'off-road'. Batu sebesar kepala aku ni ha, naseb baek jugak i was driving my pajero, if it was the other car? Mau aku tergolek pengsan.

Those from the opposite way.

Other cars behind me. It was super long

One moment i felt i was a princess, sebab tetiba ramai plak memberikan perhatian lebey kat aku, maybe sebab aku pompuan, pastu driving sorang, pastu bawak plak kereta yang obviously tayarnya lebey besar dari aku.. all guys la ni, semua jadi baek hati menunjukkan jalan..

Nonetheless, i arrived home safely approximately 5pm, an hour late from ETA.

This shall not stop me from coming down to Kuching again. Haruslah kan lepak bersama geng...ada 'M' word..yerrr pza..

Going off now..CSI mode. Nite!

Operasi berjoli!

Selepas tension menduduki exam yang membunuh secara senyap seperti pistol bersilencer, haku bersama gadis2 genit dan bujang pingitan pergi berjoli. Yezzaaa...me, anne, nieza, khay pergi berhari raya to Mus's house, clad not in baju kurungs but blouses and pants. Haku tak payah cerita la, baju telus ke dalam. ngeh ngeh ngeh ampun makcik.. Besau tu rumah dia, cantik..kuih pun cantik sehingga licin habis dimakan nieza. [alu nieza kenak eh] hua hua hua..

While we were there, we gathered around melihat photo2 lama. Oh kehidopan dulu sememangnya amat manis kerana belum berdigital kamera..which means, semua gambar akan dicuci dari filem, tul tak? so, takde gambar yang ketinggalan..memang lucu gila terbabas looking at all those memorable pics.. Baik je tak copy gambar tuuu.. [ha, haku ada..nanti la haku scan]

Anyway, after much of laughter dengan tak malunya di rumah Mus, [mungkin juga sudah dijeling ibunda nya Mus kerana tergelak seperti pontianak harum sundal malam mengilai, terutama sekali Nieza, yerr kenak gik], we all head straight beli tiket wayang cerita Bunny errr [what was the title again, nieza?] before picking up Bobet..oh bobet mahu menempeleng kepala haku sebab long time no see. Mcm tu la kwn2, bila lama tak jumpa, kena tempeleng dulu kepala tu kan, loh..hehehe

Selepas seronot menonton skins, creamy butts, bouncy breasts and 6-packs men, Me, Anne, Nieza, Bobet and Mus went picking up Fieza (ex-skoolmate and fella blogger tegar) ..at around 11pm. Loh kau, jam tu salah..kalau pemahaman aku, kul 11pm tu baru kul 8pm! hua hua hua..so to Barok we headed.

L***a pun ada you. Tu, yang pakai loket jade..eh bukan, yang pakai shawl tu ha...eh bukan jugak..yang guna baju kaler ijau malam tu..salah lagi ek? aah kan, dia dah bertudung..hua hua hua! ke dah bertukar jantina baru balik dari France? Hahaha ampunnn!

Banyak sangat story nih. Treat yourself to pictures below aight!


These three chicks share the same name which starts from L. HAHAHA! mintak mahap, ampun lapan juta kali guys! guro jak bah, lewat juak sikpat diguro, boh alu nulis kat buletin frenster pastok ok..

[i present to you from far left; Lovely Fieza si Blogger Tegar, Bobet si gadis Tebedu, and Nieza si oh oh Sexy Fox]

Fieza and Mus..hmm padan? padannnnnn

Si ayu jelita Anne, budak kecik in our group..as in age lahhh..

haih, harus ada muka haku wey..sapo comey lagi, habaq! mosti la haku dak? [terketar lutut apek cina pasar dengar haku puji diri sendiri..naseb laaa]

balik around 1.30am..makan hacks dah ayam-ayam berkokok, tak jugak kitorang ni reti balik..heheh, almaklum, with frens, time flies fast.

It was fun, it was wonderful, it was great dear friends.. Till we have another round of laughter, stay in touch aight..

(",) more when i get back.

When Tornado Meets Earthquake

International English Language Testing System

IETLS.

Yea, you read that right. That was the exam i sat for last Saturday.
How was it you ask me? Down straight into the drain. It was horribly difficult! 3 sections of the test went on and on non-stop from 9.30am till 12.30pm.. mati katak terus aku. Literally i had headache. I dont know if i can even pass it now..speaking pun seperti har.. kelabu otak nak berpikir..Vocab kemana, grammar ke mana..gilos.

Well, i'm sitting for this exam because i've plans to study abroad. Congratulate me people, because i was given an offer to New Zealand, University of Lincoln to further my Masters, [there goes my secret] of which i dont really know whether i can go or not as yet. Bukan sebab tak nak, tapi krisis kewangan. It's not like yuran dia Seratus dua RM, tapi dollar NZ ok..and now, exam ni pulak bikin pening..i paid a huge sum of RM530 just to sit for this exam and if i dont pass to get at least a 7 pointer, kiss my ass goodbye.

Hmm, buat post ni literally menensionkan kepala haku..marilah kita cerita pasal benda lain pulak..Takde paedah ckp pasal exam yang bikin jiwa kacau. Huh.

Goodness Gracious!

Arrgh!

my internet connection suckksss!!

tak bley nak hapdet since yestrday! Internet
connection mcm har..adohhh

hidop ku umpama golap gulita...
hidop ku umpama tak longkap

kerna

aku nak update desparately!

uwaaaaa!! *sambil menghentak2 wayar

Away

I'm away for a bit this weekend.

Sitting for my exam tomorrow..

Wish me best of luck aight..

Till then, take care


p/s: what exam? will update once i'm done.

Recipe as requested

Marble Choco Cheesecake

Bahan A

• 180 gram mentega
  
• 20 gram serbuk koko, diayak
• 170 gram gula kaster
• 3 biji telur
• 120 gram tepung naik sendiri, diayak
• 1 sudu teh baking powder, diayak

Bahan B

• 250 gram krim keju [i'd recommend Philadelphia c.cheese]
• 60 gram gula kaster
• 1 sudu teh esen vanilla
• 1 biji telur

Cara-caranya
1. Pukul butter and gula.
2. Masukkan telur sebiji demi sebiji.
3. Masukkan tepung, serbuk koko dan baking powder yang telah di ayak. Gaul rata.
4. Di sebuah bekas yang lain, pukul kesemua bahan bahan B hingga kembang.
5. Tuang 1 bahagian adunan A kedalam loyang berukuran 7" dan ratakan. Kemudian tuangkan semua adunan bahan B. Ratakan permukaan loyang. [tips;gunakan sudu untuk membuat corak marble yang cantik]
6. Tuangkan baki adunan A.
7. Bakar di oven 160 deg C - selama 60 mins.
8. Setelah masak tunggu hingga betul betul sejuk sebelum dipotong dan hidang.

Note: Marble Chocolate Cheesecake juga boleh dikukus. Ia akan menghasilkan kek yang lebih moist (lembab) jika ia dikukus. This will take around 1hr 45 mins to 2 hours..

Those of you who prefer to kukus, do add additional self raising, [cukup2 rasalah] otherwise it might get a bit lembik. Nonetheless, kukus memang lagi sedap compare to bakar because it'll make the cake lagi lembut and smooth altho tidak bertahan lama, unlike dibakar..Another thing, 7" loyang tidak besar ok, so kalau family members tu ramai, you can always double the ingredients and use 9"/10" loyang.

Good luck Myra, Zaza, Fieza and the rest of yous!

Marble Choco Cheesecake

"Cepatlah bang, dah tak tahan ni.." rengek sang isteri..
"Sabarlah yang, abang tengah nak buka la ni.." jwb sang suami lembut
"sikti lagi bang..oh sedap!" bersinar mata sang isteri..
"Abang tau, besar kan..?" lagi jwb sang suami lembut
"hmm..besar..nak pegang boleh tak bang?"...rayu sang isteri...
"peganglah..hati-hati sayang, tajam ni.." kata sang suami
"Aduh bang! sakit!" jerit sang isteri..
"kan abang dah kata, hati hati, buah durian ni tajam!"..lantas mengelap jari isteri yang luka..

....[tiada ekspresi] Nge.

Te he he.. hangpa ingat apa? Aku tau apa dlm minda korang ni haa..tak ckp pun aku tau korang tengah sengih sorang2 situ..

Sebenarnya, cerita di atas tiada kaitan dengan apa yang aku nak post..saja je, nak bagi Intro saspen. Pedulik la kalau tak menjadik. Aku punya blog.

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At this point of writing, im still waiting patiently for my Marble Choco Cheesecake to masak. Straight after work earlier, i remp-it to town buying all the ingredients..semangat berlarva-larva nih [ke lava? haih] ..No reason, but i think, my love for baking has grown from just-wanna-try to really making it as one of my hobbies.

Unrelated story, i've photographed all my new baju kurungs/kebayas. Will post asap aight.

Till my cake is cooked, you guys buatlah ur work dulu..in 2 hours time ke, come back and i'll show u..tada! My newly baked Marble Choco Cheesecake! Yummm!

**UPDATED!**

Yea! Kek marble gwey udeh masak dong! waduh waduh bikin berselera sekali ...mau liat? bisa bisa..wait the minute, i'm uploading the pictures..

Tada! Next time i'll make the marble look better ok..Not bad for my first time baking choco cheesecake, kan people?

Soft. Empuk. Sangat soka. Ngee

Lasted for only 2 minutes. Hilang dah lepas tu, masok perott..

Alrite, i'll typed-off for now. Gotta attend to my pending work, need to pass them up tomorrow. Till then, enjoy melihat gambar2 sehingga kenyang ya!

daaaa!

Updates

Updates from recent post.

I went today. Jumpa Masterholder Persatuan Guru Sarawak [STU].
Mr Goh Kaw Sze. Itu aku memorized dgn jayanya walaupun hanya sekali imbas melihat tag pada meja. Setengah jam aku dok sana, bicara dari hati ke hati soal ke-sangat-tidak-puasan-hati aku pasal diskriminasi status guru.

Hell yeah i was firm with him. Tak, tak sampai aku kurang ajau. Aku masih tau adab. Tapi setiap bibit2 ayat yang keluar dari bibir nipis Mr Goh, aku balas bersama hujah2 bernas. Justification. Frustration. Fairness. Motivation. Semua ni masuk.

Isolated case. Quantity does not make sense. No one will hear. It's like that. Pekeliling. No one can do anything..Were his words against mine..BIG no. You think i'd accept all these excuses? Mintak mahap. I explained nicely why this human made pekeliling can be changed; by voicing out, despite being minority. Sooner or later, akan di dengar jugak.. hopefully.

Eventually, he agreed to bring the matter forward to the board. Masuk meeting as one of the issue. Sangat saya berterima kasih kepada Mr Goh. Harap2, suara kecil saya ini akan di dengar dan mendapat pertimbangan sewajarnya dari pihak kementerian. Afterall, saya berbakti bukan untuk orang lain, tapi untuk anak bangsa generasi muda kita juga. Kan?

My unstabilized emotion is now stabilized . :-)

See that, i smiled.

Time to take action

Few posts back, i wrote about my salary being cut off, not receiving bonus yada yada kan ... Now, read this post pulak.

Tak cukup lagi they [admin] torture us. Skrg, they haven't paid our salary. Did u know i went through Raya without sharing my bits for the house? Percaya tak if i say derang tak berhati perut, didnt pay our gaji sedangkan semua orang lain sudah terima on the 23rd? Dan skrg dah berapa haribulan? 5hb kan? Yes, 5th OCTOBER and pathetically belum bergaji!!.

I recalled one of the pekerja kat admin office said to me "Ktk keja, sik boh gilak bergaji, mintak jak duit mak bapak sia" -- [Palak ko berlubang]. Alrite alrite, in translation it means "Just work, you dont need to be paid, ask money from your parents lah" -- [Palak ko berlubang] <-- this one remains. U thought i'd keep quiet? Hell no. He's an elderly man, supposedly know much better, but if he was wise enough, he would not have uttered such stoopid disfunctional words. Screw that. Sarcastically i replied to his face " apalah guna kmk kerja mun sik di bayar gaji? Coba ktk rasa gak, sikboh lamak, sebulan sik terimak gaji, apa rasa ktk? Bok kmk maok dengar ktk akan madah 'sik boh bergaji gilak' atau sik .. it's my rights we're talking about here!". ["what's the point of working if im not gonna get paid? Why not u give it a try , not getting your salary, no, doesnt have to be long, a month is sufficient, i'd like to hear you say 'no need to be paid' or not!"]

He shuts his fat ass mouth and said nothing more.

I'm sick and tired being treated this way. So, tomorrow im going to meet a personnel from Persatuan Guru to make a complain. Stop me if you dare. If he wont help me, i'll go higher, and if that too does not work; Hishamudin, expect my letter to you. Jangan main2 sama i. It's good enough aku dah nak follow protocol, otherwise i would have just sent the letter straight to Pengarah Pendidikan!

I'm so seeking other jobs. Keep in mind, however angry i am with the new policy, I wont make my students become the victims by not teaching them, no i wont do that..but i guarantee u this, i will not want to have anything to do with school's side activities anymore. If i have to, just expect my name only lah, presence wise, jgn harap. Unless ko bayar untuk over time aku.

My day of the month is coming up, so understand why aku emo semacam.