Yesterday's news;
"You've been shortlisted for Yayasan Scholarship interview. Please make your way to the 10th floor Wisma Satok coming Monday the 3rd."
Gulp.
Is it good? Seriously, i dont know. Is this one heaven of a good news or simply one hell of another disaster for me..two good news in a week, it simply doesn't add up. Or does it? I mean, this is what i've been waiting for since forever rite? Means i should be happy, rite? Im given the chance, major chance thus it has got to be a good thing rite.. ? rite?
Yet, im not happy. Im not excited. Im not even thrilled. All i said was..'oh, ok..' Am i feeling true? However, despite all these nutty crazy blended feelings, i still make my time to study and prepare for the upcoming interview. I remember telling Anne 'i might wanna screw this interview'.. i still might.
Im so not in my stable state. It's not just because of this, but few other personal matters of which i cant really share..is my cinta in it? i guess so...i dont know, not telling.
Whatever it is, i may not update till Monday since i'll be leaving for Kuching either tomorrow evening or Saturday morning. Unless i have something new to share, consider Point Blank is off for a bit until she gains back her self-righteous and finds herself back on track aight.
Do wish me luck people.. I'd be glad receiving words of encouragement, ok..thanks.
3 comments:
lynn~~ usually tiz YS interview is not always dat hard; i've been into one before, tho it is only for my undergrads year..it's just u need to know current issues and have that 'persona' 2 convince them.. ol d besh peep!
hehehe...sometime k
n0a: it was ok but another guy and me memang kena das tembakan bertalu-alu. gosh penat counter back. Im satisfied tho, no regrets even if i may not get this scholarship. I'm ok. :)
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