Blogging Ideas Deteriorating...

Entah...

I lost ideas..

Lots of work? maybe.. did i procrastinate? I did and i didnt..

Gladly someone texted me earlier today..

Lifted my gloomy mood to a much cheerful system..
(you're a crazy nut u noe that, but keep 'bermimpi' k..eheh)

Thanks, you know who you are..

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I'll be back .. soon.

Tatapan untuk sekalian.
Jika dan andai ada yang rindu.. Ada?

Video-LESS

Argh, i cant upload the vids... i have yet to compress because i no longer have the program.. i deleted it not long ago.. at this point of time, i'm trying my best to upload the vid assignment into youtube [my last resort] ..hang in there okay.. Can anyone tell me what better program should i use to compress an AVI format?

Btw, say if i cant upload the vids by tonite, do accept my apologies cause i wont be updating till coming Sunday [again]. I'm driving down to Kuching tomorrow morning gi jalan jalan cari pasal..[naik kelisa i you..wohhh soka] Those who did not/forgotten to go to The Spring last week, make sure you have it marked on your calender this Saturday to be there..I know i will.. Even greater, i might be there with blogger n i e z a + f.i.e.z.a .. time untuk hura hurey, yeay!

Cross fingers i'll bump into any one of yous :) ... Sorry again for the videos.. :( marvellous weekend people!


*Btw, Chelsea fans.. jangan angkuh dengan kemenangan 3-1 ke atas Liverpool ok.. Man U, engkau tetap nombor 1!! NAMAMU TERATAS..yihhaa!

Ahmoi dulunya Student

I attended Multimedia Uni December 2004. Hence began my life as a Marketing with Multimedia student there..everything in Multimedia Uni is about multimedia.. classes/cancellations, announcements, updates literally everything are scheduled through online..maka becoming a Multimedia Uni student, tidak akan buta IT. eheh..

My all time routine masa study dulu was bringing my camera to class, and snapped as much photos as i could..sometimes videos as well, of me and my nut friends.. i did all that to keep as private collections .. and now, i'd like to share with you, my 3 years of rainbow life in Cyberjaya. [darn i missed student life!] haih..

4th April 2006, during 10 minutes break of Cross Cultural lecture [di dalam tandas pujaan]

5th April 06, Room BR 1025 i think.. :) this was 8 am class..mengantuk gil babs oi kelas pagi..

Soundly asleep..KROIH! Kelas Financial Management boleh tido dow.. cayalah..

6th April, 2006..during theatre class...yes, that's me clad in white with a pair of angel wings and a halo. eheh.. during this time, aku berlakon jadi angel la konon..wek. hua hua.

4th September 2007, at Library foyer downloading movies from Torrent campus intranet..illegal tapi itewlah sumber movies-movies kami dulu..eheh..

January 31, 2008..the day came without mercy. It was time for me to fly home for good. I cried like nobody's business..memang nangis kaw-kaw kat KLIA..dalam plane mamat sorang pandang2 je aku "you ok ke?" i could only smiled and said yes. :'(

August 19th, 2008.. finally, received my scroll.. :)

These are just snippets of my whole years in Cyberjaya..a lot more, but impossible to post everything here lah kan.. But now u know the existence of someone by the name of Ahmoi, a one happy go lucky gal, who cherishes life, art and foremost, friends. (",).. How was/is your student life folks?

note: I have video assignment collections during my study time. The files are large, so bear with me, tunggu aku compress dulu, i'll upload soon.. then you guys can see me berlakon..:P

Kenangan Dulu

Sedetik, aku terkenang pada seseorang.. hmm today, aku akan post dalam bahasa sarawak, hence semenanjung friends, apologies in advance for this time, korang gerenti susah nak paham..

note: entry kali ini could be slightly long. Those who do not intend to stay long, wise i invite you to come next time. The entry is about my real love story before..mun mok tauk kisah perjalanan hidupku, dipersilakan..

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Aku dah lupak 23 March. Aku dah lupak pada seseorang itu. Apakah pengertiannya?

Masa aku official jadi gerek CJL, aku mintak izin mak aku..sebab CJL, berbangsa Cina and tua 8 tahun dari aku. Aku 21, nya 29..Alhamdulillah mom aku sik membantah, asal pandey jaga dirik jak katanya.. maksih mom.. 3 bulan bergerek (2004), aku dapat offer masuk Multimedia Uni rah Cyberjaya, nahhh makin dekatlah kmk duak sebab CJL tok tek orang KL..bermula episod kisah cinta kamek duak..honestly waktu ya aku nang bahagia sebab nya constantly jaga aku sikda merungut..

Masuk bulan ke-8, mek duak kelai, pasal religion..aku bingong gney aku nak nerus r'ship sebab kamek duak berlainan agama, nya Buddha, aku Islam..and nya awal2 dah madah hatinya belum terbukak nak convert..aku sik maksa tapi aku padah, mun rasa sik sanggup, bagus kita mbak haluan masing-masing daripada kelak, bila makin sayang, susah nak melepaskan.. CJL sik sanggup melepas aku... aku nangis, dalam dilema gney ujongnya kesah kamek duak.. perhubungan ya alu diteruskan juak kerana sayang..


Masa berlalu dengan cepat..udah setahun 9 bulan hubungan kamek duak...tapi, sik ku sangka setakat ya jak lah kesah hubungan kita..hmm.

Hari Khamis bulan Mei 06, aku message CJL, madah kelak bertemu ari Sabtu, nunggu aku habis paper Research Methodology lok..nya padah aok, and aku pun sambung revision aku..masuk ari jemat, tengahari aku message, mok nanyak pasal money changer.. sikda nya reply, sikpalah..kali gik gago kerja..and aku terus sik lalek nak kol apa indah..sampey lah pukul 8pm lebih masa aku gik tengah molah revision, telefon aku berbunyi.. nama adik CJL keluar rah screen.. saut ku.. Ya Allah, berita itu..

Aku rasa aku dipanah petir, gelap segelap gelapnya bila mana adiknya nangis madah CJL accident, gugok dari tingkat 1 masa nya inspection building.. CJL kerja project manager dgn construction.. Aku kaku, diam sik terkata apa..tapi air mata aku dah ngalir deras rah pipi.. dengan segala kekuatan yang tinggal, aku pergi bilit sebelah mintak tolong housemate aku antar aku ke GH..kelam kabut semua orang sebab aku dah sik terkabey gik dah nak nulong aku mpun.. aku sik tauk apa mok dijangka di hospital, tapi apa pun yang jadi, aku mesti berada di sisi CJL..

Ya Tuhan..nang aku sik kuat berdepan dengan dugaan tuhan.. aku nangis semahu-mahunya bila aku dapat tauk CJL masuk ICU, di bukak tempurung palak masa operation sebab darah beku kat dalam..baruk aku tauk, nya gugok kenak palak dolok.. aku nangis ke sekian kali.. aku disarankan balit sebab dak nya sikpat polah pa pa melainkan nunggu.. kesian aku dengan mama [mak CJL] mama nang lemah longlai nangga anaknya kaku rah katil makey life support.


Aku mintak cuti dari fakulti..aku tangguh exam aku..sikpat ku konsentrat, ney ku nak jaga Mama, jaga ku mpun gik dah sekian..aku hanya mampu mengadu dengan mom aku yang waktu ya nun jauh rah Sri Aman Sarawak.. aku sik kuat waktu ya mom..aku jadi selemah lemah manusia..bangun ku tido, aku nangis. pergi aku mandik, aku nangis.. mbak pergi makan, aku nangis.. tapi bila masuk ICU neuro ngabas CJL, aku tahan tangis aku..setitik pun sik keluar, aku sik maok nya tauk aku bersedih.. aku madah all the good things jak.

Masuk hari ke 4 CJL koma, aku dapat cgek gik berita yang amat mengejutkan aku..bagey jatuh di timpa tangga dah rasa..aku dapat tauk, CJL dalam diam ada nyimpan sorang gerek Cina.. Ya Allah, dugaan apa kah yang aku perlu lalui ?... Sekali gik, aku terdiam.. aku sik terkata apa.. aku hanya mampu merenung CJL, yang sik berdaya nak defend himself waktu ya.. nak marah apa guna..Finally, aku padah adik CJL, mbak lah Nina* datang jengok CJL.. aku mengalah.. pasti, waktu ya hati Nina* pun remuk and sedih .. aku izinkan.. pada hari kedatangannya, aku sambut Nina* dengan pelukan..aku mbak Nina* duduk and mek duak kakar bagus.. sikit pun aku sik melenting..

Aku rela hati, melepas CJL ngan Nina* andai kata CJL udah bait kelak.. plus duak-duak cina, jadi sikda masalah untuk meneruskan hubungan ya.. jiwa aku dah kosong.. aku pun sik tauk apa aku rasa..cuma aku stay juak di hospital nolong jaga CJL atas dasar nya pernah bahagiakan aku.. aku padah mama 'Ma, nanti kalau CJL suda sihat, saya pergi ma. CJL tidak perlu saya lagi. Mama maafkan saya ya'.. mama dalam diam nangis lepas nengar aku madah mcm ya.. Malam terakhir aku jaga CJL, aku bicara dari hati ke hati dengan CJL..aku sik tauk nya dapat dengar sik, tapi aku luahkan juak rasa ati aku..sik tertanggung dah aku.. aku berterus terang dengan CJL, aku akan pergi dari hidupnya lepas tok.. aku sanggup pergi andai ya dah takdir mek duak.. dalam tangis aku mintak maaf dengan CJL, mun aku sik jaga nya bait2 before tok.. ayat terakhir aku 'I'm letting you go.. take care and be happy dear..'


Takdir Tuhan siapa menduga.. Lungs CJL collapsed malam 30 mei.. successfully di resuscitate, tapi Tuhan lebih berkuasa..CJL menghembus nafas terakhir 3.40 petang 31 Mei, 2006 without ever regaining conscious,3 hari lepas aku kakar heart to heart dengan nya.. Aku, waktu nerimak berita ya, berhamburan juak air mata.. God is great, sik nyuruh nya menderita cacat mun nya hidup..

Kinek tok udah 2009.. 2 tahun aku single, ada pun bertemu ngan onglaki, perasaan ya sik sama.. sampeylah aku bertemu cinta hati aku yang nek tok, last year.. nya jak yang berjaya molah ati aku benar-benar terbukak gik untuk bercinta.. thank you sayang J.K

Maka apakah pengertian aku lupak tarikh harijadi Cheng Jing Liang 23 March? Rahmat. Aku dah move on. Ya, itu rahmat.. Aku bersyukur gilak aku dah lupak memori aku dengan CJL. Mun diekot, tahun tok nya 34..Aku sik maok nyeksa ati aku mpun gik, sebab dalam ati aku..hanya ada cinta hati aku jak nek tok.. Everyone has their own past, and mine, i've packed them good not to be remembered anymore. Aku dah bahagia, ada geng2 bloggers..maksih tak orang..(",) Aku pohon pada Tuhan, berkatilah cinta kamek duak J.K.. sesungguhnya dalam hati aku hanya ada dia, dan untuk dia selamanya.. insyaAllah..

Rahsia hati, hanya aku yang tahu..

Weekend Part 1

I'm back! Jeez, it was a tiring weekend but worry not, i'm here now to update. Miss me not? NO?? Fine.. *hentak hentak kaki merajuk!

Eheh, gimmick folks, gimmick.. Help yourself with photos below aight..

Bought this for RM66 at The Spring. Did not realize the 3 1/2 inch heels until just now. Haih, how to wear to work??
[Hantam sajalah kak..]

Shopping kain bersulam with mom at the famous Serikin.. bought 7 pairs..all in all RM 255.. Kebaya bersulam, my favourite... Santek oo?

Im sure you ladies have at least one imitation items in your collection.. Nothing to be embarrassed about, after all why waste when you can enjoy for a much lesser price? Te he he.. I helped myself with a Bonia imitation RM25..and D&G handbag for RM28 (",) .. I loike..

It's black. Hard Rock Cafe with no destination stamp. Eheh.. RM13 only.. mulah woo..

And finally Oakley brown collared shirt for RM15..

My mom and i memang kain freaks. Both of us have countless baju kurungs/kebaya.. some dated way back when i was in school. Btw, it rained on Saturday, but the two of us redah jugak Serikin..demi, demi.. Rugi woh, dah drive jauh2 nak patah balik, no way.. hua hua.

I stayed at Supreme Hotel last Friday..Why didnt i see none of you at The Spring? Except, i met Daria!! Wooh Oon, you look gojes.. berseri seri muka, youuuu.. And AmirFX, how come not even a shadow of yours in Santubong?? [ktk bulak oooo]

I'll come back with Santubong update..soon. (",)

3 Tales to Tell

How is it someone can unbelievably, amazingly easy have a change of heart? Literally perasaan cinta itew wujud for days if not weeks only. A friend of mine, recently broke up with her 2 months' boyfriend to be with another guy whom she just met for 2 weeks, officially declared as a couple last week, Friday. Menakjubkan, 4 days later on Tuesday, she came borak2 with me and said she thinks she likes another guy already. They chatted 2 hours the night before and now she's having yet another change of heart.. Boleh ke?????

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"kenak kitak towk?".. "Ney mek tawuk" .."kawu towk eyh"..

Yahh..aku ingga dengan ejaan-ejaan sebegini rupa.. Eja bagus-bagus boleh sik?

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I'm going for a weekend getaway with my mom starting tomorrow. Mom's taking a half day leave and both of us will head down to Kuching. Those yang rasa-rasa nak kenal how i look like, or nak belanja aku makan, boleh la hunt me down at The Spring, most probably evening say 8pm. eheh. Confirm i'll be there..I'll let my hair lose, may be wearing something purplish, or brownish, black jeans and high heels. ahaks.. Keta apa i drive esok? Tuh, read post below.. yes, Sexyback QB****.. Our date tomorrow, yes fella bloggers? Muack!

Saturday morning i'll head off to Serikin. Wooohhhh yes pergi OVERSEA!! Jangan jels.[haha, setakat..] Fieza, Nieza, Bunga, Zatil, Achika, Ms JC, Antasha, SyFazidawaty, Yarn, Ms Tikot, Suesie, Myra.ism, saya akan pergi shopping sehingga jatoh terduduk..woohh..ada apa nak dipesan? Sila tulis dan saya mungkin tidak pertimbangkan.. hahaha kejams. Gurs jak geng, dont angry-angry..

Saturday afternoon, we'll make our way to Santubong resort.. Hari cap ibu dan anak melepak.. Will be taking the family room, padahal 2 orang sahaja.. Ah sporadically .. [hentam sajalah labu].. once again, jangan jels.. hua hua..

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Makanya, dont miss me too much.. Like i said, i'll be at The Spring tomorrow evening.. Expect no updates from me till Sunday aight.. Till then, pleasant weekend segala bloggers terchenta..

Sexyback is Back!

Woohh..! Mom sprayed her sexyback Pajero a couple of weeks ago with new paint, and yesterday was time to bring it home. Cantek siot! Almost like brand new..gil babs la chans.. aku teruja.. serius gil babs aku teruja..Meh, take a look at her old brand new ride..

Sexyback before..

And yesterday, (sampai kucing aku pun teruja) upon seeing mom's newly sprayed car... Have a look..

Sexyback now

Woooh... Sangat soka pada new colour ini.. Cantek kan? Tak tau la korang, tapi mata aku sangat jatoh chenta pada keindahan pacuan 4 roda ini... Meleleh.. Mom, pinjam keta seminggu bley?


colour: Solid white
Tone: Silver
Total: RM3400 [spray] RM1100 [others]
Total amount: RM 4500

OMG,I've i won a CAR!!!

OMG you guys!

I've won myself a CAR! and it's Peugeot 207!
Who ever thought my determination to enter
the Reader's Digest contest; for almost a year now,
has proven to be worth the wait! They called yesterday..
Initially i thought it was a prank call..
ye la kan, tetiba je call, mana tak saspen maspen..
The personnel informed that my entries
made it to the top list of eligible winners..
and i successfully came as one!
..Ya ampun..
Meleleh air mata aku..I seriously never thought
i'd actually be one of the winners! Yarabi..
I'm still shock! Beyond words..totally speechless..
O.M.G.. i'm still digesting...

still digesting to the fact that..


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uih? that today is 1st of April.. haiya.. April fool lah kawan2! ZaSSSS! Lu kena beb!
Ada ke orang baik hati sangat nak bagi keta free kat aku?
Hua hua.. (matila aku kenak tikam k parang kak tok)
Lariiiiiiiiii....
*pecut lari laju-laju ala movie yang di fast forward*