Notis: Aku Pindah.

Aku menguap, kucing aku pun menguap. Aku tido sebelah kiri, dia tido sebelah kanan. Kemudian sama-sama berderok.. zzzzzz..

Serious kepenatan mengajar tadi siang selepas lebih 2 minggu bercuti. 4 jam pulak tu with only half hour break in between. Pelajar aku bukan ramai pun, 15 je, semuanya form 5 yang dikehendaki hadir untuk Kelas Tambahan Saujana SPM. Buat main gah lagi nama sekarang, saujana maulana bapak kau.

Pok pek pok pek aku ajar summary arini.. word substitution, word category, shortening passages, shortening sentences, shortening paragraph dan hujungnya, aku sendiri electric ‘sot'.. disebabkan tahun ni aku hanya mengajar form 4, aku tak berapa nak tau tahap pencapaian pelajar tingkatan 5. Tapi kerana kekurangan guru bahasa Inggeris, kena jugak saya yang menurut perintah turun mengajar..

Walau bagaimanapun, kali ini.. buat kali terakhirnya, aku menerima tugas dengan lapang dada.. aku menerima tanggungjawab terakhir aku ini demi untuk bersama pelajar yang sangat aku sayangi.. demi untuk berada di persekitaran itu.. oh my romero, i never thought this is going to be hard. So DAMN hard. Cuma mungkin aku saja berlagak selamba... akan aku rindu pada mereka semua.. oh darn, i hate GOODBYES..

Yup, you read that right. I’m leaving the school soon... Something i’m not even ready to do.. tapi apa boleh buat, demi masa depan, semuanya terpaksa.. Honestly, aku betul-betul sakit kepala semalam memikirkan i have lots to leave behind.. Penempatan yang tidak alang-alang, iaitu Institut Perguruan Bahasa Antarabangsa, Lembah Pantai, Kuala Lumpur benar-benar membunuh jiwa aku.. aku tiada kerelaan langsung untuk kembali ke KL, tempat yang pernah aku diami selama 3 tahun dulu.. Sangat tidak rela.. sedih aku..

Kalau orang lain mungkin seronok, apa kau nak, KL semua ada, life tak pernah mati.. i know that,aku dah pernah rasa.. dan kerana aku dah pernah rasalah seboleh-bolehnya aku nak elak dari duduk sana semula, terlalu hectic for me.. Sarawak memberi berjuta ketenangan dalam diri aku ok.. kepada si dia, aku menangis.. aduhai, susah.... aku tak membenci profesion aku, sebab ini memang minat cuma aku terkilan diberi penempatan yang terlalu jauh, sehingga seberang lautan... *mode sedih... aku dah kehabisan cara menyedapkan hati sendiri.. tolong aku please... :'(

*Nampak gaya aku pulak yang akan jadi pelajar lepas ni.. hmm..

Semadi Nadai

Hmm seperti tiada update menarik..
Maka here goes nothing..
Aku cerita jelah apa-apa yang terlintas di fikiran, okey.

Semalam aku keluar, melepas rindu pada seseorang.
Siapa? Biarlah rahsia, kata Siti si SimplySiti yang
tak berapa nak simple harganya..
Then aku tengok bola, Argentina vs Nigeria.
Aku suka Romero, goalkeeper Argentina, hensem bagai!
Messi? Tak kot, muka macam perempuan je aku tengok..

Pagi tadi, bangun pukul 6.10, kejutkan dia.
Unfortunately lepas tu, gastrik aku datang semula.
Bukan aku tak makan, makan sungguh.. tapi sebab semalam
aku makan awal .. so bila dah dinihari, perut aku dah
kosong balik.. it's a big NO NO untuk orang gastrik macam aku.
Muntah di pagi hari hingga terpaksa kunyah
4 biji 'Trisilicate' or commonly known as 'Transilok'.
Now masih makan ubat tapi dah getting better..

K, tu je kot. Semadi nadai.

Kenapa Buat Anjing Begitu??

That rusty milk powder can looked heavy, perhaps filled with stones. And he had to painfully carry it everywhere he goes.. because it was hung to his neck against his will. Kenapa manusia jahat sangat? Apa salah dia?

Sebak aku tengok pagi semalam, seekor anjing terpaksa mengheret satu tin besar yang sadistically telah diikat pada lehernya.. aku hanya sempat melihat sekejap sebab aku sedang memandu di kawasan selekoh tapi kejadian itu cukup – cukup menyedihkan hati aku.. manusia yang buat anjing macam tu memang hilang hati perut.. pergi mati pun boleh. Bergenang air mata aku ok.. apa yang anjing tu buat sampai di perlakukan sedemikian rupa?

On my way back, aku cuba cari anjing tu balik tapi tak ketemu.. I felt so helpless.. dah la manusia jahanam itu menggunakan dawai untuk mengikat tin tersebut.. ingat binatang tak tau erti sakit ke? Aku harap, manusia laknat itu akan menerima balasannya.. I don’t care, takde akal buat binatang macam tu.. Isk, sekali lagi aku rasa nak menangis!.. I totally despise orang macam ni! Benci!!

Cakap orang: Anjing yang dibuat begini, adalah anjing jahat. Contoh, makan ayam ternakan, gigit orang, kejar orang. --> bagi aku tak logik, dah nama binatang, mana dia tau berfikir. Kalau dah tak nak jaga, antar gi pusat haiwan liar ke, tambat ke.. jangan la ikat tin.. cuba aku ikat leher kau gantung tin, nak? Huh!

Ada Stripper, Mahu Join?

It’s Anne’s birthday today. Happy 26^th bday gendut. May you have a great one.. Next week ada makan-makan somewhere in Kuching, location not known yet, but if some of yous are free, datanglah join.. to celebrate us June ladies.. Bloggers like Nieza, Fieza, Khay [ordinary lady], Sue Sie, Zakinah – hopefully will be there.. ada plan nak invite strippers to dance on polls. For me, I’d like strippers in police uniforms, although I wont say no to fire fighters uniform too. Hahaha.. matilah..

My bday wish list?? Coming soon tau, on the 21st of June. Get ready. Those reading jangan cuba escape.. hik hik..

• Saya nak buku cerita of biographies, true stories, true crimes atau yang sama genre lah..
• Saya nak beg tangan Charles & Keith yang berharga RM231. Ada beran? --menjeling Anne
  
• Saya nak cd lagu love songs. Not oldies love songs.
• Saya nak gelang kaki, boleh?
• Saya nak boyfriend. Muahahaha.. AS IF.

Agak melampau permintaan. Te he he.. dah dah, ignore the last wish. All I want from yolls is to wish for my health, my happiness, and my best of journey through life. I’d be most grateful if you’d do that.

K lah, I’m off to Sibu after lunch. Going to visit my mom’s place till Friday. So kalau ada internet, ada la nanti.. kalau takda.. will have to wait sampai aku balik Sri Aman again lah yek.. till then, taking care and keep on touching.. muacks!

Books I'd Love You To Get Them Too

During my trip to Penang and KL, i bought few books of which i thought were worth my Ringgits to spend.. and they certainly did not turn me down, fantastic books you must get them as well..

This is THE book i'd most recommend you buy. Priced at RM57.58, you wont regret every dime you hand in to the cashier. Somaly, sold into sexual slavery by her grandfather when she was only 12 years old. When she refused sex, they'd throw maggots to her body and stuff them into her mouth.. Some were thrown into a 'dungeon' hell filled with snakes, centipedes and scorpions to scare them. Pegi la beli geng.. Very very inspiring piece..


Second brilliant book you must get is this, I Am Nujood, Age 10 and Divorced. Price? RM39.90. Her father sent her off to be married to a man 3 times her age. Broke my heart when i read she had to go through.. She, with her staggering power, was the first child bride in Yemen to win a divorce.


MAFIA Princess, RM39.30 tells about a brit-italian child born into the mafia family. She learns about guns, weapons, drugs, loyalty, sex with no boundaries throughout her childhood. She looked up a lot to her father, who was one of the Italy's most notorious Mafia Godfathers. Gotta have this guys, pictures included inside.. :)


A fatal accident took 5 lives in Indiana, US. One girl buried under the wrong name. One in a coma and being cared for by the wrong family. "Ok, Laura.. i'd like you to write your name for me," said the occupational therapist. She shakily grasped the pen and slowly spelled out: WHITNEY. For 5 weeks they went caring for her not realizing it wasn't their daughter.. Read this, good piece yolls. Priced at RM46.50.


And finally, Natascha Kampusch, being held captive for 8 years since she was 10, made her brave escape from her captivator which later, made major headlines throughout Austria. Lots of speculations involved. Why hadn't she made her run when she had the opportunity? Why did she lit candle for her kidnapper at the morgue? I've yet to finish this book but it's surprisingly good..so far. Price? RM34.90.


Semua buku ni aku dah selesai baca dalam tempoh seminggu kecuali buku yang terakhir, masih dalam process. Gilos best semua buku ni.. bagi yang rajin membaca, these are good. :) Im not that expert in reviewing, so you guys gotta go find these books yourselves and see if you'd like them or not okai?.. Enjoy!

They Cut Open With a Knife Because She Was Too Tight..

“He’s so fat.. how come Felicia can fall in love with that guy?”.. Ngu asked..

“Maybe she like his $%^&!”.. Yien replied..

“…..” Ngu.

"MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA..." them both.

Talking about me and my ex over laicikang and ABC..

Wahhahahha.. cilakok punya my friends. Memang kurang asam pedas..! These two Chinese friends of mine can never be left alone. They’ll sure to yak yak yak and talk bad about me.. then they will tell me la they talked bad behind my back. Hahaha in a good way kind of bad.. Had a good laugh over this two weeks ago. :P Hey you two, how come no gawai wish for me leh??

Anyway, I just got back from a week’s holiday from Penang and KL. I shopped till I dropped I had to scratch my pocket for cash. Ahaha.. it was a good gateway with my mom though. Stayed at Tune Hotel. RM183 for 3 nights in Penang and RM231 also for 3 nights in KL. Overall, I’m satisfied. [there's a story behind this, i will share in another entry]. I intentionally did not bring my laptop hence I was in ice age for 7 solid days... menyesal jugak lah tak bawak sebab Tune Hotel takde kiub magis bernama TV. Eventually, I bought myself few books to read, just to murder time…

<---- At Jemputree, Penang. MARVELLOUS food.

When I got back home approximately 730pm just now, I was not welcomed by her, Sandy. She looked at me with this hatred kind of look ‘I hate you. You’re a bad bad person’.. She turned her back on me and pawed away ignoring my calls. I’ve sin. Im sorry little fellas, I was only away for a week but it seems like, it was more than enough for them to pass punishment on me.. She snarled ‘Who are you??? Go away!” and dashed she went out the door.. So emotional.. totally the opposite with Bagus.. The minute he saw me, he ran as fast as his 4 strong legs could bring him and let himself free into my arms.. ah, great feeling. I miss you dude.. “I miss you too dude,” he said.. aww.. a sign I was forgiven.. Cats, they can so adorable yet spoil brats as well. I wonder who taught them? Hik hik..

Im off to bed soon. So sorry for not filling in any updates for the past week. This has been by far the longest break I’ve taken from blogging. Lepas ni tak kot.. I’ll be at home resting while fattening myself with glorious food for another 2 weeks before school break ends.

Ah .. rite.. the title of my post. Tiba-tiba kan? ehehs... it was this book I bought. The Road Of Lost Innocence by Somaly Mam. Raped at the age of 12, forced into prost itution when she was 15, this Cambodian lady shared her first hand experience in brothels for half a decade before she finally walks out free, saved by a fellow French man. She is now the president of AFESIP, a shelter for prostitutes she helped escaped. In one case, she relates how a young girl aged 8, was kidnapped by 7 fifty year old men whereby they took turn to rape her. BUT, when they found it was too hard to penetrate her, they did the most inhumane thing; cut open her you-know-what with a knife. These awful, evil creatures were never punished. They walked out free with laughing faces. Apparently, sadly.. the judge, had been bribed… Serious, jantong aku nak berhenti baca part sedih ni.. you guys gotta have this book. They should have it at MPH for the price of RM57. Worth every penny.. believe you me. Nite darlings..

Bought this at Batu Feringghi Nite Market for RM35.. It had just sank to me, that i was indeed out of my mind to spend that much amount of money for something i could easily get at RM2, iaitu getah rambut biasa.
Oh my Versace..