Saturday, February 27, 2010

Aku Hanya Mampu Merancang..

Dan Tuhan yang menentukan segalanya..

Kalau itu sudah takdir yang tersurat, aku terima dengan hati yang redha... mungkin itu yang terbaik Kau sediakan buatku, aku terima, Ya Tuhan.. Aku pasrah..



Guys, i am officially single. For good.

I'm taking a rest from blogsphere.
i'm at my lowest point of strength to live now..
Please give me time to stand back on my feet..
aku betul-betul lemah semangat sekarang..
sudah puas aku menangis semalam.. cukuplah..
Tak dapat nak diucapkan dengan kata-kata, betapa
hancurnya hati aku kala ini..
Maafkan aku, i'll be back soon..
Take care everyone..


hanya tinggal kenangan..


52 comments:

AmirFX said...

Pahal Moi? Mbak sabar Moi... Jalan pasti ada...

NAZ said...

take ur time ok. im waiting for new u

Pija said...

take care you.

flo... said...

dear~~!!!!!! sorry to hear dat...
i can feel the way u feel...
be tough k!!!!

Eldy Voon said...

same.. haha !

Ivy Metaga said...

hope u be ok soon k..take care

f.i.e.z.a said...

omg lynn.
i m deeplyy soory to hear dat.
i cant wait for u to be in kch then kita berkesah panjang k.
ada hikmah ya lynn..
be strong cos u still have ur family n gorgeous frens :)

Nanan said...

is this for real??huhu

btw kak amoi,
be strong okay?

everything happens for reasons

Hajib said...

saba jak moi aaa... kali ada hikmah di sebalik nya.. cayak jak ngan karma...

Mamma Mia said...

????
what happened dear??

ballpenmerah said...

banyak bersabar sis...
everytg will be just fine...
just like what u said...
it's for the better for both of u....

"there's light at the end of the tunnel"...

be strong okeyh!!

Faizal n Fashitah said...

Hmmm be strong k. Take care you.. n hope you'll be okay soon..

a passer by said...

have faith..
you'll be ok..
take your time

Anonymous said...

Oh, oh, oh. Bersabar jak k, Fels. You take care.

mizara said...

be tough okay..

dukunlintahplk said...

??.. be strong

myra said...

deng? call me pls.. i mean, if u feel like talking. im worried. u were there for me last week.. take care & be strong..

F. said...

be strong dear.

everything happens for a reason.

take care eh.

Coffee Girl said...

U know what, i've said that at least more than a dozen times... but it never actually worked out. always bounced back. i lost track already. so i hope if u guys really were meant for each other, ud be together again. somehow. terkejut da jak...

Anonymous said...

God has prepared something special for you. Take it as a blessing from Him. Take care

~Jenny

ztie said...

hai fel :)
it was about ur story that u post before here right ? i know it is.
i am so sorry to hear that. i can feel exactly how u feel. or maybe more.. or maybe less from u. we never know.
but hey, really, God must have plan something more for u if God let this happen.
maybe u'll get someone better, or maybe God give you space and time to rearrange your life to what you want it to be more.

if you feel like talking....

im open... :)

zainal mohd jais said...

Hi Felicia, Why ?
Kalau u sedih, cari apa saja yg boleh menghiburkan diri u, asal tak menyalahi hukum Tuhan.
Kalau u kecewa, jadikan ia platform utk meneroka sesuatu yang baru. i fikir u ada kreativiti, kebolehan dan potensi utk jadi jauh lebih baik di masa depan.
Why not, jadikan ini turning point.

Kalau masalahnya cinta. Cinta cuma peristiwa. Dia cuma setitik dari selautan kehidupan yg sangat luas. Dan peristiwa akan kita tempuh satu persatu sepanjang hidup, sampai nafas kita berhenti. So, lebih baik kuatkan diri utk menghadapi byk lagi peristiwa yg mungkin jauh lebih hebat.

silent reader said...

God has something instore for you. Have faith. Grief now, but get back soon ok..

n i e z a said...

i honestly dont know what to say but
u're a strong girl, i know u will get through this.
if u need anything, just holler k?

erolnukman said...

harap semua nya ok moi...

ater said...

moi................

Anonymous said...

same situation..bersabar jak lah.. senyum senyum ;p

Tia said...

apa nak padah? emm.... sabar n be strong babe...

Anonymous said...

maybe dia bukan terbaik untuk u..aper2 let it be..n u must be strong....

ciK LyndaWawa said...

doh..pahal tok..sedih aih..buk jak last month baca entru happy2..

joynstar said...
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joynstar said...

I'm a person full of pain, so I know that right now, no word suffice, my only advice is to first let go, allow yourself time to heal, let the reality sink, and then find the strength to restart.

Things happen for a reason girl, maybe it's simply because he's not meant for you. Or like I'd like to think is that he doesn't deserve a girl like you. But the world is big, so maybe you ought to find someone better out there someday.

It's painful to think a wonderful relationship had to come to an end, but it's also a way for life to teach us to appreciate every other things in life.

I always believe that life is the best and the bitter teacher, for it tests us ahead of the lesson. So my friend, GRIEF if you must, but don't give up for all reason.

XOXO

Megan said...

b strong Dim...

Vivian said...

sabar dan berfikiran positif..
carik hikmah disebalik setiap kejadian..

Anonymous said...

release all the tension out.
i can deeply understand what you are going thru right now.. but do not lose faith. Leave some hope behind for a better you, a better future with that someone better. cry now if u must, but stand back and show to yourself you can live without him.

~observer

ater said...

yarabi moi apa ka jadah nya tok moi..di manakah tanggungjawab mak bapa ..eh salah di manakah tanggungjawab laki ko moi... =)

Felicia F. Ramzi said...

Hi Amir.
Jalan udah kmk tutup..for now..

Hi Naz.
Soon. Under maintenance lagi hati.

Hi Pija.
Thanks Pija, i definitely will.

Hi Florance.
Thank you so much. Im touched. :(

Hi Eldy.
Single lah kita ni Eldy.

Hi Ivy.
In time..Thanks Ivy

Hi Fieza.
Makseh for texting me that day Za. I needed that..muah!

Hi Oh Nanan.
For real sis.. thanks a lot..

Hi Hajib.
Beberapa hari dah menggandakan kesbrn..makseh hajib..

Felicia F. Ramzi said...

Hi Mamma.
It's just over.

Hi Muiz.
Mekasih banyak2 Muiz for the comfort.
Will come back as the new me.

Hi F&F.
Okay, i surely will. Thanks.

Hi A Passer By.
ok, i will. Thanks.

Hi Adoheh.
Thanks Til..

Hi Mizara.
Will do Mizara, thank you so much.

Hi Pak Dukun.
Makan steroid k nyuruh seterong. :)

Hi Myra.
Thanks for hearing me out the past few days Myra. Kamek sgt hargai..muah!

Hi Dokter Faryn.
Ok Dok, i definitely will.. thank you so much

Felicia F. Ramzi said...

Hi Coffee Girl.
If we were meant to be, then we were meant to be. For now, im good alone.
Thanks CG.

Hi Jenny.
It is a blessing. thanks Jenny.

Hi JT.
Post nak ney kah T? hmm, kelak lah kmk cerita k..thanks for the comfort, really :)

Hi Bang Zainal.
It's life bang zainal. terpaksa terima hakikat it's over between me n him.. i'll be okay, in time.

Hi Silent Reader.
Okay, i will..

Hi Nieza.
Thanks for being there for me dude. appreciate it gajilion times.

Hi Erol.
Kamek pun harap kmk akan ok cepat tok Erol. kucar kacir idup kmk nek tok.

Hi Ater.
ya..

Hi Sue.
Mencoba sedaya upaya. Makseh.

ztie said...

ada.. there's one of your post.. i don remember.. maybe lah its about u.. im not sure :) mcm jak..
but its ok ...
i know its hard. i almost lost my mind last time. thanks for my buddies who always there to comfort. i know u have lots of them around u.
but maybe right now u just feel like to be alone. i know i was before.
for year

Felicia F. Ramzi said...

Hi Big Momma.
a good one. thanks big momma.

Hi Miz Fieza.
Mungkin. Tapi dialah cinta saya, berakhir begini..:(

Hi cik Lynda:
Semua berlaku in a split second..kmk pun sik sangka hal tok akan terjadi.. :(

Hi Joynstar.
You understand me best. Every word you said, is damn true and exactly how i feel now. I appreciate it so lot, no words. Thanks..

Hi Mag.
Ok mag, thanks.. :)

Hi B.S.I.
Mencari dalam hati yang walang..:(

Hi Observer.
Releasing everything out. thanks Observer.

Hi Arter.
Entah. Kelak2 lah ku tanyak nya k..

Felicia F. Ramzi said...

Hi JT.
yalah T, nek tok kmk nak sorang2 jak..sikpat kmk.. kerja sik diduli, makan sik dijaga, orang kakar, pikiran kmk melayang ke tempat lain..sakit mencucuk2 jantung asa..

makseh k, sangat2 kmk hargai..

ztie said...

yeap..mmg macam yalah asa. keep on thinking why did this thing happen. why when it was the time we need them the most.
yeap.. indeed it is hurting the most.
mmg salu cmya kan. kmk dolok penah sik keluar bilit for a long time. yes. becoz of the lost. keja pun sik tentu. time ofis pun bleh nangis. i cant imagine how u confront ur student in a time like this. take ur time. no one can pressure u. if someone pressuring u.. makinlah ssh nak let go.
sometimes, don try and force urself to forget him. it makes u miss him more. just let the memories pass by ur mind. its just the way it suppose to be :)

Felicia F. Ramzi said...

Hi Jt.
nang T, kmk nangis di staffroom. nasib bait kmk ada kwn yang berpangkat mak menenangkan kmk..miak diberik kmk latihan jak..then kmk duduk di depan..i cant even talk. makan sehari k cukup syarat sik sakit. sikda hala tuju rasa dirik time ya..saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday and even today, kmk masih nangis.. ya Allah, perit rasa hati tok T...

and it's true, kmk sikpat maksa dirik kmk lupakkannya..cause the more kmk maksa, makin ya kmk ingat nya.. now kmk busykan dirilah, susah but kmk cuba...

ztie said...

erm.. ur lucky nemu staff mcm ya. at least she's there for u. nasib sidak sikda padah papa ow. tkt juak ktk knk anok lak. mmg.. sekpat nak klaka.. bila bukak mulut jak nak kelaka.mesti terus asa nak nangis lepas ya kan.

and mmg yalah jak cara nya nektok. busykan dirik. sekda cara lain yg lebih berkesan (ofkoz selain menyembah Allah SWT) sometimes busy doing thing make ur mind off him and it can relax u even for a while.

hey.. can i have ur ym id?

Felicia F. Ramzi said...

Hi JT.
yes, im lucky. Nya memang my close buddy dlm staff room. students kmk sik abaikan. altho ada masa kmk asa nak putus asa..but it's because of them, kmk dapat take my mind off him for a while..bila nak bukak mulut, nang air mata terus bergenang..truthfully, i hate myself this way tapi hati sikdpat nak kontrol..:(
sure ..it's putry_matahary@y! add lah

ztie said...

we never like ourself when we're in despair. trust urself that u can do it. i can just encourage u too be. but it is u urself is the strength.

p/s add u already

Felicia F. Ramzi said...

Hi JT.
Ok, dah chat dah ta duak now..:)

None Naa said...

babe..kmk baruk terbaca pasal Bulan Mengambang ya. OMG!!!!. baru 5 hari ktk mabok cinta..sa mok gilak HUG ktk masa tok..

Felicia F. Ramzi said...

Hi Nona Reena.
It was depressing. Memang sgt down gilak. But im much better now. thanks Nona.. muah!

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