Hell has no Fury like a Woman's Scorn

Not a good day today. It's been days since i was caught up under piles of work. Monday received instruction to create a multimedia project for Maxis Cyberkids. Given only 3 days to complete, i took everything in one go.. edited all the pictures, rephrased all the proposal, looked for the appropriate song and began with the multimedia thingy.. file size was too big, i had to re-edit a couple of times, till finally it was done this morning 8.45 am..

And yesterday, 090909, marked the day i had my monthly moon. It was like a pain in the ass. Senggugut orang putih called it. I really felt like banging my head against the wall due to the pain. It was almost unbearable. Bergenang air mata aku.. after work, went back home and gulped down a glass of 'Wincarnis' hoping for a smooth flow..

And today? Hell really has no fury like a woman's scorn. I got so furious with my students. The 'kerja amal' i gave them way back two months ago, dibuat secara cincai bincai. They are to come up with a handycraft made from recycle item, tak kisah lah, kertas terpakai, bottles, tin.. straw, anything. And you know apa mereka buat? Rekaan seperti budak takdak akai.

"Saya dapat tau, ada di antara kamu yang baru buat tugasan ini semalam, padahal saya dah beri tugasan ini sejak 2 bulan lepas!"

"Kamu letak apa atas meja saya? Kamu nak tau? Sampah!"

"Budak kecik pun lagi pandai dari kamu..umur saja 16.."

"Ha, kamu, kenapa kerja tak hantar? apa kamu buat 2 bulan tempoh saya beri?"

"takda bahan cikgu.. takda gam"..

"takda bahan??? dua bulan kamu carik apa? tido?? tau takda gam, kenapa tak beli?? kenapa tak pesan dengan kawan kalau kamu tak keluar ke pasar? Takda duit? kenapa tak bagitau saya??"

"Jawapan paling *****!.. kerja macam bagi anjing makan!"

"laporan kamu mana? sumbat dalam mulut? Ha pandai..."

"Esok kamu tunggu, nama kamu semua yang buat kerja macam sampah, yang tak buat langsung, akan dipanggil masuk bilik disiplin..kamu berjawab la dengan guru disiplin.."

"ni, kamu bagi apa kat saya? 100 plus? nak saya minum?"

"senang je kamu koyak belakang buku kan, pastu buat rumah cincai macam ni.."

"janji antar.." - pelajar

Tengok lah tugasan yang mereka buat..macam mana lah aku tak jadi gunung berapi .. i got so so so mad with them sebab all these time, aku baik dengan mereka.. Aku buat kek bila mereka nak makan kek coklat, aku sediakan gula-gula untuk mereka.. aku bagi kelonggaran kalau ada alasan munasabahsarawak. But this is how they repay me? Sangat sakit hati dan otak ok.. Derang tak sedar lagi, kalau kerja kursus ni tak disiapkan, akan affect their SPM next year. Satu je, it only takes one yang derang tak buat, result immediately takkan keluar...mana aku tak jadi harimau betina arini..

Dan sekarang period pain aku is not helping me at all.. Sungguh lah mengundang kemarahan..
Aku perlu bertenang ni.. haih..

Sorry lah guys, korang terpaksa membaca post rungutan berunsur kemarahan today. When the hormone is not stable, this is what happen lah --> Hell has no fury like a woman's scorn.