Haruskah aku?

I'm lost..

Ahmoi Jiwang Today

Pertama kali mata Ahmoi menjatuhkan pandangan pada Cinta, Ahmoi terpana..Ahmoi suka pada apa yang Ahmoi lihat..pemandangan itew sangat indah di mata ayu Ahmoi..Ahmoi gelisah..ahhh! Ahmoi meronta2 mahu kenal dia..siapakah namanya? milik orangkah dia? berapakah umurnya? Ahmoi angau, menjadi...penunggu cinta..

Kesabaran Ahmoi berbalas. Cinta bertaut mata..nombor bertukar ganti. Ahmoi gembira tidak kepalang. Ahmoi senyum meleret seperti joker tatkala Cinta mengirim sms pendek mahu berkenalan. Ahmoi tersenyum kambing gurun. Sms berlarutan sehingga mentari senja melelapkan mata..dan Ahmoi tidur sungguh lena bersama bunga kembang segar di hati.. :) Kisah cinta di hati dua insan bermula seperti dibaja, terus mekar mewangi..


Cinta, Ahmoi sayang kamu.. Hati Ahmoi hanya untuk kamu. Kamu buat Ahmoi gembira, kamu buat Ahmoi cemburu, kamu buat Ahmoi risau, kamu buat Ahmoi marah, kamu buat Ahmoi senyum dan kamu, ya kamu..buat Ahmoi merasa bahagia..sesungguhnya, hanya kamu mampu membuatkan Ahmoi berperasaan begini.. terima kasih Cinta.

Sempena ulang tahun percintaan Ahmoi dan kamu yang akan jatuh pada tarikh keramat 7 Mei, Ahmoi mahu lafazkan sepenuh hati Ahmoi, bahawa Ahmoi akan sentiasa menjaga hubungan Ahmoi dan kamu yang indah ini selama mana hayat Ahmoi.. Kamu pastinya tahu, hanya ada kamu di segenap sudut hati Ahmoi kan?..


p/s: Anniversary Ahmoi dan Cinta akan disambut pada hari Jumaat di Kuching..Terima kasih f.i.e.z.a for the fabolous idea of Banquet. pastinya Ahmoi akan mengenakan dress paling chantek malam itu nanti. Oh Ahmoi berdebar-debar sekarang, sungguh tidak sabar :) People, Ahmoi is so in love!!!

Hati di KaLa iNi

Tit tit, tit tit! *oh message talipon ku..
"lunch honey?" appeared on screen
ya be da be du. si cinta hati..
hati menari keriangan umpama rama-rama berterbangan
"okai, i'll come and fetch you, i'm driving" ~ sent!

*****

tick tock tick tock..mata acapkali melirik jam dinding
ergh, so slow..
tick tock tick tock.. melirik lagi..
Kringggg!!!! 1340hrs! bedebush punch card keluar ofis sepantas kilat...
klook, ng ng ng Vroomm.. - bunyi enjen keta pajelo sexyback i.
F1 drive menuju ke arah CIMB
~ hati berkobar kobar tak sabar..
*ketek ketek msg - "I'm here" ~ sent!
"Coming" - he replied bersama icon senyum :)

*****

Dari jauh melihat cinta hati menapak penoh gaya approaching my car with a wide sweet delicious smile. Oh luruh jantong..eheh.

he got into the car dengan wajah manis sambil berkata "hi dear "
and i cracked my lips into smiling. oh oh hati..
seraya itu, cinta looked at me and said " Cantik.."
wah, hatiku berkembang mekar....Until "..baju kurung "

opocot..

*****

hahaha, i have nothing to point here.. just sharing with you my everyday love story.
A simple lunch yet always a good one.

Exclusive Post..(",) - updated

**UPDATED**
~those who missed the post for the past 24 hrs,
will hv to wait till next time..:) thanks all..*wink!
tetak ku mpun nangga gmbr kenak potong..


As promised..I'm here to write an exclusive post
of my Cinta. Tengok je ye..tapi jgn lama2! hahaha..
Here goes nothing..Bismillah..

(Fieza, Nieza, Daria, JuZZ, Yana, n0a, Yasser, toklah
jejaka yang di inci ku rah bank dolok..kinek tok dah
jadi milik sejati..cek ayat..!)

Meet my love, my soul, my heart, Jordan K.

1.

hoh saspen..rilek, baru gmbr first..hehehe..oh oh x cinta i? dari tepi laaaa

2.

Menjadi duyong jantan di pantai KK..I like him here..ehems

3.

Menyulam cinta, echewah! - [muah muah!]

4.

"I love you .."..."Luff you too" - yerrrseehhhh

5.

Anddd...Super recent - Last saturday 06/12/08 [Chenta you babe]

penoh li pipinyaa...maok kubit2..geram ku ndiat..hehe

There.

I've a short love story to share with you..
The other day, i asked for him a teddy bear..
"B, can i have a teddy?.."
He looked deep into my eyes and with so much love,
he cupped my face with his hands and
"I'll get you one ok baby"..
Oh my, i turned hot red and blushed but
at the same time, i was so on cloud 9!
[sa nak bergoleng-goleng]
Love story of mine people..:)

[padan sik mek duak? mendalam ada jak
rasa cintaku eh..membuak-buak]
Doakan kebahagiaan us both k..
InsyaAllah.

" Our love story is still the best yet "
~Ahmoi Chantek aka Point Blank ~

Special Announcement

Good day to y'all...
I hope Monday's doing great for yous..

I have a special announcement to make..
No, dont get excited yet..im NOT getting
engaged nor am i getting married..
[terus hilang keterujaan ooo...hahaha]
It'll be something else .. a gift post from me to you.
Read up...


**********

I'll be posting up my Cinta Hati's picture
exclusively for everyone to finally see
the man whom i share my life with..
HOWEVER,
the exclusive photo will only be posted for a
maximum of 24 hours before it shall be removed
PERMANENTLY. Sorry lah kengkawan ye, cinta
memang kureng sikit bab2 masuk gmbr dlm net nih...



Wait up for the post guys...it's non-editted, non-blurry,
no poster edges or dry brush whatsoever photoshop.
I know ramai yang dah tak sabar nak tengok
since dari first aku put my eyes on him..
baru kali ni nak letak betul2 kan..
I look up for everyone to come by and visit aight..
Satisfy your curiosity.. *smiles!

Pleasant day people...(",)

He's Everything I Ever Wanted

Updates for everyone. I dont usually talk
about my Cinta Hati, but i'll give it an exception
this time.. Selamat membaca cerita cintaku yek!..


Last Week

1.

Last week we gadoh sampai i kecik ati yang teramat-amat.
I was so heart broken i cried my heart out till i fell asleep..
Mesti korang nak tau why kan?
Well, it was about janji yang tak ditunaikan..
hmmm...

The very next day, he texted me couple of times
but i ignored them..my heart was filled with emptiness

Sampailah ke malam, after
countless attempts seeking for my forgiveness..
about 11.30pm camtu..he sent me
yet another touching text saying..

2.

bzzzt bzzzt .. phone vibrating

my heart was really2 touched, betapa he's trying
hard to make it up to me... It was this text that
made me went..

3.

It finally stroked me how much i love this guy
so deep like crazy,
and how in the world could i have let my
emotions took over my mind?
Everyone makes mistakes rite?

And so i texted him back, saying

" I Miss You So Much... "

Eventually..

It was so kissing over the phone and making up..ahaks!

4.

muah muah muah !!

And we live happily ever after. Oh so Cinderella!


"Their love story is great..but ours is the best"
~ ahmoi chantek aka Point Blank ~

My Other Half

I did 3 things today

1.

Thinking of you

2.

Missing you

3.

Loving you


I'm good for the day..
Luff you babe.

The Cloud is Grey

Dia Yang Kechomelan a.k.a Cinta Hati

Lama dah tak cerita pasal
my love my heart my soul ni kan? Hari tu
F.I.E.Z.A ada tanya kenapa tak update dah
pasal my cinta?

!@#$%^&*()_(*&^%$

Truth be told,sbnrnya aku gadoh
dgn Cinta Hati skrg ni..
Im not gonna share the details but enough
by saying aku kecik ati semalam.
For the first time I cried...
yea i did..

Cinta Hati wished aku good morning pagi tadi..
cuba memujuk..
tapi aku, being me, still sgt kecik ati i left it
unanswered.

Skrg dah 2 kali dia mintak maaf..still aku being
me again, membiarkan sms itu tidak berbalas..
hurmm.. i just dont know what to do..
biarlah ...

........

........

The light is Green

Updating last week's story. Lupa nak share cherita.

Last Tuesday, Cinta Hati was invited to break fast at my place.
Mom yang invite.. oh oh, damn he was nervous. But I thought
it was cute.. he he he

And that was not after i pujuk him which eventually he agreed
to it. Yelah, dah mak yang ajak, berani kau kata tak. Bagus dah
orang tua nak kasi green light tu. Plus that mom of mine is not an
easy person to be pleased. Therefore, once she is, dont ever skip
that one moment of chance. Just grab it.

But still, he was so nervous sampai berpeluh2. I told him,
'bukannya mummy nak makan sayang, kenapa nervous sgt nih..'
Tapi seronok la plak tengok muka gelabah dia..
te he he, itu laaa cinta hati aku.

Mom cooked special meals that nite. Sebab not only Cinta Hati
was invited, but also another guest, mom's colleague. So we had

Tomyam udang
Sayur nangka masak lemak
Sup tulang
Ayam panggang
Agar-agar batu karang [i buat nih he he]
Agar-agar jagung
dan lain lain lagi i've forgotten what

Cinta hati didnt stay long cause he had to go to Betong for work.
Nevertheless, it was a good dinner... Thanks mum. For trusting me,
and for trusting him and definitely for the lovely food. Laf ya!

Oh Gembiraaa

YEAAAA! :)

Notice that, i smiled widely!

Akhirnyaaaaa hari iniiii!!

Jumpa juga dengan Dia Yang Kechomelannnnn!!

I fell in love with him, all over again!! ad nauseam ly

Well, that happens each and everytime i met him...

Suara hati

Since last Thursday aku tak berjumpa dgn cinta hati.
Aku rindew.. i missed you extremely much baby..
Bagai nak gila carrying this kerindewan..
Tadi nak jumpa, ada client pulak dtg..
Tau tak aku rasa mcm nak tumbuk client itew?
Tau tak dah berhari hari aku tak
jumpa cinta hati aku itew???
Tau tak setiap saat itew amat berharga
untuk aku spend with him??
Tau tak? tau tak?

Wahai hati..
Bersabarlah.. Esok kita jumpa our
other half itew ok..
Bersendirian lagi aku, sepi..

Love is in the air

Congrats Fieza! For joining the couple's club again and ditching the single status for good. :) Happy for you and your man. I smiled throughout reading your post about the ever awaited 'declaration' of you both.. oh mushi lovey dovey.

Referring to the above title [bunyi mcm surat rasmi je].. i must say it is true. I myself have been getting lots of 'miss you' message from Dia Yang Kechomelan, altho sometimes, we would have just met a day before. Such an adorable person. What's not to love about him?

"How big do you love me sayang? Ada tak sebesar Kuching...?"

"Ermm...no lahhhhh..."

"Then? Kwsan perumahan ni?" *giggles

"Lagi la tak..hmmmm,[showing muka takde expression].. sebesar pad lock rumah baby.."

Dub! "Gapo dio? habaq lagi sekali sayang?" [rekaan semata-mata] truthfully i said "ha? padlock?". puzzled.

"It's as big as your gate padlock. It's locked. No one can ever unlock it anymore baby, because i've thrown the keys away, so far away it can never be found. Sealed forever, just for you"

..and he smiled. The sweetest smile i've ever seen. Thank you for the heart sayang. Memang luruh segala jantung sendi badan tatkala those fine words came out from his luscious lips. [sempat!]

Dan hari ini kami makan burger daging cheese sama-sama. Bukan takde nasi, ada..cuma ingin bercinta. hahaha...rite! Both of us dont fancy chocolate bars [it's true people, i dont eat much of chocolate bars], except chocolate cakes or hot/ice chocolate drinks from Starbucks. Other than that, we love having pasta. I'm the cook of course. Manyak sedap and watch him eat makes me full and satisfied inside. He he he..

I'm seeing him again tonite. [walaupun petang tadi suda ketemu actually].. but i can never get enough of him, really. Habis tu nak tengok sapa lagi kan. Takkan nak ajak abg guard tpt aku keja lak .. Dia Yang Kechomelan, sweet sweet you. Sayang kamu. Sampai bila-bila, insyaAllah.